"FROM
SHARON'S HEART"
POETRY
WRITTEN BY:
~SHARON
JEAN BRYANT~
~POEMS
& STORIES OF INSPIRATION~
~I
NEED YOU~
Sometimes words
are hard for me
For things
I want to say
But I need
to tell you something
I need you
in my life today
I know you
don't understand
Though I wish
you really could do
How hard it
is to live without my child
And how much
I really need you
Sometimes I
can't find the words
To tell you
what I feel each day
My feelings
are in a turmoil
I'm really
trying to find a way
To go on with
this pain in my heart
And be the
person I once used to be
But it's so
hard for me to do
If you're
not here for me
I've learned
a lot since my child died
And though
I wish I never had
To know this
feeling of loneliness
That makes
my days so sad
I love you,
I want you to know
And ask that
you please accept me
And whatever
each day brings
Please, never
stop loving me
It's so hard
to wake up mornings
When tears
appear in my eyes
I wipe them
away so often
I don't want
you to see me cry
But when the
heart is broken
And you live
with pain every day
I can't stop
what my heart feels
I still need
your love anyway
It's hard for
me to do things
That I once
used to do
Like shopping,
movies and dinner
I feel limited
of things I've done in the past with you
I cannot help
myself
And I want
you to understand
I need to
talk about my child
I need you
to hold my hand
I need you
to look me in the eye
And though
it may hurt you too
Just try and
imagine how much I've lost
Because this
could have happened to you
No one told
me what my life
Would be like
once my child was gone
If anyone
had ever told me it was like this
I'd have told
them they were wrong
But now I find
myself
Walking in
shoes that are bigger than me
I'm trying
to fill in the void
Of what my
life used to be
But I need
you in my life
If only you
could see
It's so hard
to face each day
Living with
this tragedy
I know I make
you uncomfortable
I see it in
your eyes
I know it
upsets you
Each time
I break down and cry
I try and hold
it together
I try and
and not let you see
My life has
changed so much
But I still
need you here for me
Touch my arm
when I'm weary
Hug me sometimes
too
I need those
things in my life
To somehow
get me through
I don't know
what tomorrow will bring
I never know
what mood I will be in
But no matter
what life brings each day
I need you
in my life again
It hurts me
when you don't call
It brings
more sadness to my heart
I've lost
someone I love dearly
And some days
are so hard to start
So many turn
away from us
And we don't
know what to do
But let you
know we need your love
To help us
with each day, get through
I'm sorry this
has happened
For me, my
life and yours
I'm stumbling
as I walk this road
I want to
have things the way they once were
But I know
that is impossible
For my life
does not sometimes seem real
But I need
you alongside of me
To try and
understand what I feel
I love you,
I always have
I'd do anything
I could for you
I only ask
that you have patience
And help with
the things that I feel
You are my
sister, my parent, my brother
My family
that I adore
I'm doing
the best that I can
I don't know
what to do anymore
But I need
to talk about my child
And if tears
come, I cannot help those that fall
I'm trying
to cope without my child
I know some
days I'm going to fall.....
I need you,
my family
More than
you will ever understand
But losing
a child is horrendous
And I'm doing
the best that I can
Please love
me for who I am
And not what
you wish I would be
Hold out your
hand and walk alongside
And love me
the way it should be
~©SHARON
JEAN BRYANT~
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