current songs
HAND IN HAND
We all knew it wouldn't be as we saw through the eyes of others. Time passed, and with broken hearts they both knew what they wanted. He acted fast, but she held back, leaving him in sorrow and in doubt. So many lonely nights spent with close friends have been replaced by joy in their eyes. Excitment for everyone as they grow closer every day. More than friends is how it should be, by his side I will stand as they will hand in hand.
-Chorus- Too great to believe or too hard to achieve, but that day has finally come. And even within their hearts, no more sorrow no more pain, long conversations every day.
YOUNGER DAYS Well it's the same for all of us, we can never find a way to get back to the place inside where we always wanted to stay. Way back when we really didn't have to care, it was all fun and games. But none of us can ever realize that the past is gone, and we've got no reason to stay.
-Chorus- We can never be the same, we're growing older everyday. The past is slipping away, and by the time we stop and think, it'll be too late. We always think we know what we want, but we'll find that things change. Maybe we should listen every once in a while to what they all have to say. We can try to look ahead, but it's still hard to say that we really could turn out like that. No, it wont happen to me.
ALL FOR YOU My feelings for you are now so strong, I didn't think it would happen this way. Feelings like when we first got along. love this could be, the thing I am trapped in.
-Chorus- Hold me close, don't let me fall, I don't want to lose you now. This kind of stuff you dream about. This song's for you. When we lost each other, I lost my heart. This isn't just a game, I didn't want to be apart. We're together now, and our lives will never be the same.
THINKING BACK I always said I wanted more, and I finally had it for awhile, but I let her slip away, and now she's gone forever.
-Chorus- I always find out what i want too late, but this time i'm gonna get it back. Thinking back to the day when we first saw each other. again I want to feel that way, but what if it's too late.
IT ALL EVENS OUT
I thought it was good to do what I wanted, didn't you tell me I should? Or is that only for you when you're feeling down, and you don't know what to do.
-Chorus- It's hard to understand you, with all the things i'm supposed to do, and how hard I try to pretend, but you won't escaspe my mind again. It's so different now when it's up to you, heard what you wanted to hear how can you think this through?
YEARS GO BY This is just another time i've come too close to losing you, but thinking back I never really had you in the first place.Once again I'll open my mouth, and once again I can't bring myself to let anything out.
-Chorus- And still the years go by, and i'll never get the chance to prove my love to you, everyday I'm reminded I can't.And still the years go by, and i'll neverfind my way out of this trap I set for myself everyday.All the time I think of what it would be like to hold you in my arms, to have just one chance.Just that one moment with you, but somehow we always drift apart.
STOP TRYING SO HARD Trapped in a daze as I wonder how it would be to live his life, different from you and me. It seems he has no worries, it seems he has no heart. It seems he has no worries, but he's falling apart.
-Chorus- Be who you are inside, then you don't have to try. Live the perfect life, the one for you, and you'll ge through. Just be yourself and it will work out in the end. Please don't cry, just find help again. Within your soul, have fun while you can. Within your soul, don't try to be another man.
STUDMUFFIN Since yesterday, things haven't been quite the same. thats when you threw away my heart. I want to feel that way I can't deny, but I can't forgive you no matter how hard I try.
-Chorus- Because I can't get you out of my head, all those words that you said. It meant nothing before you'd gone away, but I can't forget the way you looked at me that day.
ONE MORE DAY I'll always wait for you to come around and see my side of things but you never will.I'll always tell myself just one more day, but this will just keep going on until it kills me.
-Chorus- I'll wait just one more day for you.You know you want to leave him but you never can and I can't stand it. But one day he'll be gone and you'll realize just what was right all along.
ALL ALONE You've been acting very strange,and I know you always act this way but I don't think its right to make me wait just one more night.
-Chorus- Oh I sit here and wonder why you left me all alone,but I just can't figure you out. I don't think that you want to be with me.I was warned before, but I just didn't understand it. Maybe it was my conscience,or maybe I was blinded by love.
LETTERS TO HOME Lately I've found that it all means nothing to anyone but me. Maybe there's something out there, and it's what I want to be. But sometimes we just don't want to find out because what I wanted was right here all along. I guess you never know how much something means to you until it's all gone.
-Chorus- I'll never forget you and the times we've had, but it's my job to move on. It was just a game we though would never end, I'll always hold you in my heart. Now I'm just a memory, gone so young, but promise you'll stay the same. I know we'll meet again someday, I hope to God we'll meet again someday. So now it's my time to go, sooner than all the others, but a piece of me will stay. This is where i belong, it was meant to be, but not when i'm away. So I'll write to you day after day, and see through all the tears. When summer comes, i'll be gone. Don't shut your eyes, or else you may have seen me for the last time. So I guess this is goodbye, one that comes straight from my heart. Just remember all the times we had the world but didn;t know where to start. If we had each other we could do anything. And maybe you'll move on and forget me, but you'll always be my best friend.
LONG GONE
Can't repeat what's been said or done, now all thats left to do is run. Run from whats happened before, you'll back up and walk out the door. Leave me to tag along at your feet. The same thing's done week after week, when this is all going to change it's back to the same when i step on stage.
-Chorus- Whats wrong with this picture? I told God I wanted to be with her, I can talk to her about anything. I love when her eyes start glowing. Bye girl now I'm going. Tomorrow is another day, another chance for me to turn to you and say what went wrong along the way, then you'll tell me to stay; stay with you just one more time, and sing you just one more love rhyme. For some reason I'll be fine with this, probably for just one more kiss. It's over now, it's done for good. The end always comes, we knew it would. Fun while it lasted, goodbye my love. I'll always remember you like the sky above.
FORGOTTEN Just when I thought that things were fine, you came along into my life, and I can't find that something that's missing inside. Why must it always come to this, I can't see why you have to hate me.
-Chorus- Do you remember when we didn't have a care in the world? I guess that doesn't mean much to you now, but I'll find a way, I always do. I'm always the one who thinks things through. I never meant for you to take this the wrong way, I wish I could tell you that things will someday be the same. I know you'll find something in this world that's right for you.
EMU-CORE
It's just a thought, only trapped in your head. Like a disease you caught lying late one night in bed. Something that can't be controlled or stopped anytime soon. When your heart gets all cold and you just stare at the moon.
-Chorus- But it all comes down to you in the end, and there's nothing you can do. You can blame it on your past, or things that happened to you. But the truth shows up at last, and there's nothing left to do, Because the problem is all inside. I'll help you once again, but this is what you want to hide. My friendship is there in the end.
unreleased THE TRUTH HURTS, CHEEZBUTT
It seemed so long ago when everything fell into place, or thats we thought. But those feelings vanished without a trace. The truth hurts as my mind spins around, and my hearts been thrown to the ground.
-Chorus- We thought we knew it all, we were so young and we were so hopeful. How could this have gone wrong. For once I didn't know all along; It should have lasted so long. Maybe you mean more to me than anyonme ever has, but I can't go on like this anymore. I don't want to feel this way, I love your touch. Deciding is hard when i love you so much.
old demo songs TOO MUCH TIME when we were young, everything seemed so fun. But now we're
grown up and everything's done. I thought our frienship would last forever, I always told
myself to never say never. -Chorus- From day to day, everything changes. I know we're spending too
much time.From day to day, everything changes, I know we're wasting too much time. I see
you around every now and then. I remember when we were best friends. I think about the
times we shared, I remember when you were always there for me. WHY ME Today was it, my last chance to prove myself, but I blew it. It doesn't matter much now, and I say...
-Chorus- Why me, whooaa,why me.I tried so hard and I did my best, but I didn't want to rest.Some people just don't understand, ones who didn't lose it firsthand.I've got to keep trying to make it now. I don't know what's to come but I'll find out how.(cover your ears boys and girls,the end of that part sounds terrible on the demo).