Sometimes, after a long hard day, i come home just so i can call him and
talk to him on the phone. after hearing his voice, i just feel so much better.
Sometimes, after he'z had a long hard day, i can tell
and it pains me to see him in that state
because he'z suffering and hurting.
i even sometimez wonder if i'm the cause of it all.
he alwayz talks about my joy, my happiness, and my pain.
without realizing it'z at the expense of his. (not to mention his wallet!)
and i even wonder why he puts himself through all of this.

sweetie, in the past, i have dedicated this page to telling the world
how much i care for you. i think the world has had enough.
what they dun know though is how much effort you put into this. For Christmas, i bought you (among other thingyz) a book that said "Thank you, in appreciation of you and all you do"
I just wanted you to know that I never stopped appreciating you and your actions. I will never take you for granted......

cuz baby, i've seen the rest......and ur the best.
Like i wrote on the inside cover......

To the CRAZY boy who would travel 20 miles and more,
thank you for being you
alwayz,
Goldie =D

Just as this flower blooms........
I hope our relationship will grow just as strong......


To visit my previous pages on Cam....
Two Months

Three Months

how I asked HIM out!

hahahha had to throw that in!