I can still smell Christmas in my memory
This was another "exercise"
Rituals

For weeks before Christ's birthday,
The house was filled with the sensuous
Fragrance of holiday baking.

Cookies piled up in the freezer;
(Why do we only get the burnt ones, Mom?)
packed according to recipe.

Cakes of many kinds were stashed
in the pantry, soaking in one kind of
liquor or another.

And finally, the bread, baked for
Christmas morning, for presents,
for drop-in company.

Even the names are redolent of
the holiday; Oulu Pumpernickle,
Potato Rye, Jule Kaka, Niisua.

Then came wrapping day;
cookies in brightly decorated bags,
pies and cakes in boxes.

Mailman, paper boy, meter readers
would take their little bags with a
"Smells wonderful, thanks!"

Neighbors, friends, relatives were the
recipients of bread and cookies, or
cake and cookies, or pies and cookies.

And finally, the week before Christmas,
when the house was filled with gifts
in various stages of being finished,

Out would come the rest of the
goodies from the freezer, to be arranged
on my fancy plates to serve to company.

And at last, the "good" cookies
became dessert for the family,
while the pies stacked up for Christmas dinner.

When the morning finally came,
Baba would wake up Rick so he
would wake the others,

and we'd open the pile of presents.
Then, amidst the litter and the spoils,
we feast on oranges and Jule Kaka.

Everyone is gone to someplace else now,
and we spend the holidays in exotic places.
I still bake the breads for neighbors,

And sometimes family, when I can.
Baba is gone, too, so we sleep late, and
those fragrant days are only memories.


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