Dead
By
Gennia and Alice
Chapter 2
For the whole afternoon, they asked me the same questions over and over again; Mr. Littrell, what was your relationship with the victim? Where were you on Friday night? Mr. Littrell, when did you last talk to the victim? By the victim, they meant Nick. Nick, my bandmate, my friend, my brother. Nicks dead. At first, I wanted to laugh at them and tell them that Nicks not dead, he didnt die! Hes gonna be at his birthday party tonight, Ill show them then! They even made me look at photos of Nick. I was pretty sure normally I would have threw up after seeing something like that. But somehow, I managed to convince myself that Nick was pulling a prank on me. Just makeup, a lot makeup. Now, however, Im not so sure anymore. Maybe its because they kept on saying it over and over again, now Im starting to believe them. Or maybe its because I saw AJ crying outside when I went to get a drink of water. Whatever it was, I was really starting to think Nick was dead. But he cant die! We all agreed that we were gonna give each other some space during our one week break in Atlanta. I went home, Kevin went to his new house which he bought with Kristen in Atlanta right before the tour. AJ, Howie, and Nick went to some hotel, to supposingly "enjoy their single lives". Tonight, we were going to have a surprise party for Nick at his favorite club. That reminds me, we still have to call all the guests and tell them not to come tonight. I mean, what would be the point if the birthday boy dont show up, right? No Brian! Stop think like that! Nicks going to be there, you know he is! Theyre just messing with your head! Nicks going to show up!
"Nicks going to show up." I suddenly realized that I had said it out loudbarely above a whisper but the detectives still heard it.
"Mr. Littrell?"
"Yes?" I answered, it came out like a squeak. I guess I must have looked pretty vulnerable, because he deceided he was done with torturing me.
"You can go now, Brian. Well call you if we need you to come back. Thank you very much for coming here today. Once again, were really sorry about your friend." The fat man patted me on the shoulder as he escorted me toward the door of the small room. I forced a tiny smile and nodded.
When I walked out, I came face to face to Kevin. For a split second, I saw a look of panic flash across his eyes, but it was gone so fast and he was back to the calm and collected Kevin Richardson.
"Uh I was just going to check on you. They just let me out too." Kevin said quietly, almost a little too fast. I just nodded, never looking up. I was afraid if I tried to speak, the lump in my throat would do something stupid. I was still standing there in silence when Kevins strong arms took me by surprise. They engulfed me in a firm bear hug, almost painfully strong. But I guess I needed it, because I suddenly felt so much safer. And all the overwhelming emotions kind of bursted out in the form of wet, salty tears.
"Nicks dead Kevin. Nicks dead."
They found him. Its only been two days and theyve already found him. I heard some stupid fans were taking a hike. They are already questioning us, the police that is. I cant let them find out. Isnt it bad enough weve already lost one Backstreet Boy, the cute one too! I have to stay and keep the group together, they cant find out. But journal, everything was fine, but then they called. It was just as if nothing ever happened. But now they come and tell me hes dead, its driving me mad. Whenever I stop moving, I can feel my feet coming in contact with his body again. I can still sense the cracking of his ribs as my leather shoes beat him. I cant sleep because of his voice. He keeps on crying like a wounded dog, begging me to stop. But I cant Nicky! Its too late! It was an accident! I didnt mean to, I swear! It was an accident! It wasnt my fault.