It may not be that day, but the day will pass and tomorrow will bring better feelings. I might also add that Brian and I are expecting a baby in September. I am fearful for this child's health. We had hoped to wait at least a year. I had hoped to find "remission" from the hell I was living for a long time before I ever thought of another child. I can only trust God to take care of him and place my trust in the doctor's when this one is born. I pray for a cure...for better health care... for what I have found to come to many of you. I know we each could write our own bestsellers, but the pain in writing those books would be difficult. Keep your chin up! Keep the faith! Keep encouraging one another! Hold fast to hope! God bless.
Brenda Baker, Derby, Kansas