Letter to My Two Angels

Dear J.J. and My Second Angel, I miss you both so very much. I know that you're taking care of each other in Heaven. I'm sure that god is taking very good care off you both. I think the brightest star in the sky has become even brighter because there are two halos there now. I wish I could hold you both. My arms feel so empty and heavy. I hope I don't make you sad. It's just that I cry because I miss both of you so much. I know that I cry a lot. I don't want other people to see me cry, so I try to do it when I'm alone or I go into another room. It's not that it's bad to cry, but I don't want to make everyone else sad. I love you both and I wish that I could give you both hugs and kisses. Lots of Love, Hugs, and Kisses, Mommy Written August 11, 1998 by Heather A. Koch-Mesmer In Loving Memory of Gerald Joseph Mesmer, born still on July 22, 1997 and My Second Angel, taken at approximately 7 weeks gestational age in July, 1998 "Home" "Don't You Cry No More" by Guns & Roses