As I look into your eyes in the many pictures I have of you on my wall i see my future, one person that I want to devote my all to, someone who's been
through pain and is willing to learn what love is with me.
And I hold your little hand with my thumb and wish I was with you, praying
that you're safe and warm.
"if he only knew," I think to myself "if he only knew what's inside my heart,
that I'm not just some huge fan..."
And then oh! Those eyes again. and I can see myself in them, as if we are one
and know each other's lives as if memorized for a play
those lips, those pouty lips that mine yearn for,
that gorgeous smile
That sweet, funny little boy that was my first crush
(your pic is so near my bed, but who knows if you'll ever be)
maybe we could start a band together
maybe we could hold hands and tight-rope-walk on the yellow curb down to the
park in the rain together
Just as long as we're together
until then my heart
