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Flow
She told me I was beautifulshe let me hold her handshe promised me that this was lovei thought she'd understandI told her that I loved herI dared to be for realscared once more that it would failshe tought me how to feeltogether we were optici knew this was for goodi fell in love with this girllike i knew i wouldshe helped me through my insanityshe kissed away the tearsshe made me into a womanand threw away my fearsfor this i am gratefuli wish she really kneweverything she's done for meand for this i'll forever be true
Erase
Down I am fallingAn external abyss enraptures meFreely I'm fallingInto a nowhere that's bound to recapture meI have been there before, swore not to returnBut one more I stand hereOnce more I was burnedBurned by the heat of nothings intensenessGiven contusions beyond my repairIn my oblivion, I no longer seeI need someone else, to help release meAlways I thoughtI figuredI knewNo one would love me the way I wanted them toBut time can ease any amount of painTime I was givenTime I have gainedTears I have shed, I cannot denyWaiting for him took my whole lifeNo longer I feel that external painHis love goes beyond thatHe feeds my internal flame
Good For You
I see you stand there and i wonder why you don't want meI see you touch her and i wonder how you can stand herI could be so good for youyou look like the star of the show on tonightGlowing, fine beauty, those eyesDon't even see me, I'm used to that factorI could be so good for youThe light in your eyes when you are the winnerThe smile on your face when the joke is on meAnd you think she is betterI could be so good for youDo you practice the walk and the smile when your aloneI see that its fake I can see right through itI could be so good for youEating and sleeping, angelic no matterShe smiles and you do tooAnd it lights up the roomWhat do you see in herI could be so good for youYou look right through bodys That would gladly hold you And I am alone.Why can't you see meI could be so good for you.If only you stop and give me a hello. Surely you'd see what I can be. But i'm not aliveI could be so good for youOne day you'll understand But then I'll be goneAnd you'll knowI could have been so good for you
Laughing Matters
clinging to the edge, I fallyou laugh and walk awaysuffering the homage of a past inhuman forcei cryyou laugh once moreMy past creeps up and smothers younow i laugh you look so blank in the nighttimedid i confuse you?you watch the golden thread of life tear you pulled too hardand down you go and i laugh againyou push the future awayand head back to the past what good is that?Cling , crying you beg for my helpand I remind youyou laughed first.
One More Time Around
you bite the hand that feeds youyou push the one that needs youi see you fall and i know whyyou let the one you love crybountyless you falland expect her to come when you callthen wonder why she doesn'tcheap tricks you played over herand she won't stand for it nowyour to blameyour to blamedon't play the girl like that retaliation is only funwhen its againt someone like youfake the heat you know you can do itits not your faultpatient eyes see youand laugh in your faceyou once more have been rejectedand wonder whyand wonder whytry to love the way she doesand you'll see but your too confusedand you ask her whyshe leftYou see the way she sees nowone more time around
Imagination Theater
fever burnt your love arouses metakes me to the sea of unforgotten fantasyswhere i live with youYou took me to the heights of places that i've never beenand i know i'll never gowith anyone but youyou promised me you would staythrough the night and hold me tightwhen i woke upyou were thereand i knew you were the oneits impossible to explainto graphic for my thoughtsbut you are the one to give myself toso take me loveenter the love thats only for youand once againfeed on my innocence for i want to give you the feelingthe thoughts you've never hadfor anyone but melook at mewaiting for youand one more timehear me sayswallow me
Mother
you borne meholding me tight in your armsand you told meit wouldn't be as it was with the othersi would be lovedshown the way to love another but you broke the promisenever have i been aloneas i feel i am nowthe blame and hurt has driven me awayand you then ask me why i make you crydeprived of a childhood as others have hadforced to grow up and establish my own boundsyet throughout i have loved youyou've shown me no lovecaring and trust i know not what that isbut i love youyou're my motherno matter how you treat me i cannot hate youyou've brought me to this earth and i thank youbroken the boundarys and made me seemade me live for myselfand its hardfor meand youyet i don't blame youi love you
Breaker
I am a nonconformist, i live the way I pleaseand with very move i make i canbring you to your kneesMy wild spirit awes youthat way i don't obeyAnd everything I tell youmakes you drift awayYou wish I'd look upon youto help me play my gameYet you know that if I didyou'd never be the sameOnce more I'd corrupt youlike I have beforeThen I'd scare you off and you'd be running out my doorThe conformist life you leaddoes not mix with mineAnd once more you're out my doorAgain you missed the signSo now I am goneAnd you'll be alrightthe rules you abide byare the ones i fight
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