just breathe, it'll be ok. it goes away in a few minutes, just answer your messages and don't think about him. think about jared and his smiles, or pj with his goofy faces. don't think about him, he only hurts you, do you like to feel this way.? don't listen to that song or look down that street, quit driving that car, you 2 made love in the back. don't go down that hall, go the long way so you don't pass him like you used to. skip study hall, beecher won't wrote you up, just don't go near him because it'll come back. it hurts you and your torturing yourself doing this, going out of your way to see him. don't call him you stupid bitch, don't tell him you love him and need him, don't let him know that, pretend like your ok and maybe he'll see that he can't get to you that way. you're worth so much more you deserve so much better, look what you've got, laurel think about laurel think about her loving you and what she can give you that he can't. you're happy with laurel aren't you? you like laurel, as well as love her, you never liked him you only loved him. you know you have to like someone too. why do you do this to yourself! why do you let him get to you like that. why did you go to study hall today and talk to him like everything was ok, i know you, i saw you in chemistry, trying to not cry, looking at jared and he saw it too, your lips trembling. all of us can see you torturing yourself. get over him.. i know its not easy but it has to be done. you can't wait around for him forever, hes not going to come back. hes being nice when he tells you you didn't do anything wrong.
don't think about what used to be think about whats going to happen. think about your firends, and how they've been trying to help you. don't get mad, don't hit people and get suspended it doesn;t make him fall back in love with you. its over and the sooner you accept it the sooner you can move on. say goodbye to the boy who took your love.. don't forget him.. just move on. just get your heart back.. and move on.
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