dark eyes see th truth
Out
frayed endsthe rope had frayed endswatching as they cut into the wristsi laughed as the blood drippedslowlyelectric chargeour love had an electric chargeuntil you pulled the plugnow i'll pull yoursforeverdead endyou hit a dead endwhen you tried to tell me goodbyei won't let you do this ever againglazed eyesI watched your glazed eyeswhile you lay therei know your just sleepingtonightnever againi won't let you hurt me againbut no one else can have youturn out the lightsright now
Cruelty Shared
blackness surrounds hershe closes her eyesdown she fallsa new paradisehitting rock bottomwas never that hardshe thought she'd be okshe flipped the wrong cardfalling swiftly she screams into the dark no one around her she's left her markA woman she wasnothing she islong ago gonefate now is hishe smiles to the black down the hole he now fallshe knew she was righthe can now hear her call
Selfish
She rides the wave of selfishnessShe gives him all she hasShe throws him far against the shoreShe Knows he won't come back.She laughs as he extends his armsShe watches as he drownsShe paddles back to the shoreHis body is confoundShe lives in the sea of dark oblivionShe Wanders to the edgeShe looks down upon the rocky cliffShe sees him laying thereShe takes one breath and plunges farDown towards the wavesAnd for this day she killed her loveShe thinks he can be savedDown she falls her hair whips wildShe screams as terror comesShe hits the rocks with brutal forceNow they both are gone.
Drifting
Its youBurning with emotions you can no longer hideStretching your arms out to touch me.Its meTrembling with fear that courses through my body.Backing awayfrom you so I don't get burned.Its youTwisted with madness that I drove you intoAll you had wanted was meIts meSenseless with terror when I see you draw nearTheres nowhere to hideIts youCrying with sadness from inside your heartYou wanted my loveIts meCrying with anger because you won't love anotherI pick up the knifeIts youLying dead on the floor in a puddle of bloodI gave you fare warningIts meStanding above you with a smile on my faceIf onnly you listenedYou didn't
In the Dark
Broken mirror, shards of glass strewn across the floor.A girl with blood running down her armsTears running down her cheeksThe promise was brokenIntentionally her heart was tornThe lies that now are goldenLie soft in a halo around the head of the estuaryShe screamed at the glass that lay upon the floorGrabbing piece after piece and slicing deepYou'd think she'd be not as shallowAs to do this because of a broken heartYet pain can be brought on from many thingsCountless times she swore never again would someone rule her heartShe always lies to herselfHer soul was now long forgottenAbandoning in the echoing sound of a lost "I love you"That was meaninglessForgotten shades of embers being swallowed into the night skyLike her spiritGone for eternity, never returning to the hollow lies she was given to believeEmpty throughts rummaged through her mindClosing in on the darkness that lay aheadFor now it is darkShards dropped carelessly to the floor as she fallsLanding softlyNo one hearsFor she is aloneIn the dark
Breakdown
AloneI sit against the cool tiled wallI stare in the mirror at the reflectionI can barely recognize the figure staring backColdI shiver in the cool conditioned airMy hollow body can't take the pressure anymoreI pick up the bottle off the floorEmptyI spill the contentsThey scatter across the floorI leave then where they areLoathesomeI glare back into the mirrorI stare at the pills in my handI swlalow themFadingI giggle alone at the face that stares backFeel the room spinningI don't try to standGoneI slump against the cool tiled wallThe reflection stares backHollow empty eyesStrait from my breakdown
Untitled
Fuck youYou live your life in perfectionFlying highI live my life in rejectionWatching youWhy are you such an assholeActing like you rule the worldYour a fucking nothingI'll be the first to tell youYou act like your life is trashyI beg to differ with youMy life is Cops and Real TVHome cooking ain't nothing to meSo screw you.You try to live the life I leadSee how far you getWith Whispers and sneers, False humor and tears, Walk one mile in my shoesI'd like to see that one.Fuck you.
Blinding Fury
off the edge i fall once morethis time bringing you alongI hear your screams , but cannot carejust where your heart should really gopull the hair from your own headand call the shots for mei'll break your back if you break minescratching? I don't think sodid i love you? sure one timei lied? of course i didwhen you try to lock me downyou'll never see the lightyou think i'm scared by youwhy don't you look at mebask in the grateful forgetfulnessand watch the sky fall on mepulling from the edge of sanei will not let you goonce you realize that your trappedthe sooner you will be there too
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