all of this time I tried
to grasp the concept of your words
only lead to fail

emptiness is all that you have left
pushing back through pain
pushing it all away
frustrated by the lack of action

I never wanted to see your face
in the light of life through blue flames in dark
crushing thoughts comply
I keep watching you die

emptiness is all that you have left
pushing back through pain
pushing it all away
frustrated by the lack of action

why can't I find escape
it's been a year scince I've said your name
and still it haunts me
and it still haunts me

emptiness is all that you have left
pushing back through pain
pushing it all away
I have cleared it all through white knuckles
pushing back through pain
pushing all the pain away