No One
Fuck the bullshit you do to me
Why?
What the fuck did I do to deserve this?
I'm sitting here all alone
Me and my toy
When do I get to be NOT alone?
I'm going insane
It's taking over every part of me
Why, FUCK, WHY?
I can't take anymore
I don't think anyone cares anymore
I'm hurting inside
Any outward pain cannont compare.
Puncture my brain
Suck out ther hurt and the pain
Only implant happiness & serinity
My eyes burn from watching other's happiness
Why must they flaunt it so?
To taunt and tease me?
Yes, of course they do.
Do they know how much it hurts?
Or do they even care?
Can anyone tell me what I've done wrong?
Anything?
Anybody?
I'm still young, I should be having fun.
No, instead, I sit here alone
Me and my toy
Occassionally I recieve human contact
Breifly and then it's over
But he doesn't care
No one does.
Not anymore.
I'm here
With no one to hold
No one to hold me
Oh, yes, pity party, I know.
I actually don't give a fuck.
It doesn't change the fact that I'm alone.
Bye bye.
© by Nicole Piazza