bekah'sheaven

    secondly, i write this as i am checking espn.com for the latest nhl scores.  is it any surprise that my pens are losing?  we are out three of our top scorers due to injury - lemieux, straka, & kovalev.  eric has basically written off the pens this season, & i am a little dismayed by what i read online - "pittsburgh could end up giving 'penguin plunge' a whole new meaning" from the espn power rankings.  we are #19 outta 30.  i guess this means i'm gonna be getting a lot of shit from the devils fans.  i'm already hearing it at work...yea, yea, i may be cheering for a losing team right now, but heck, i still luv, & always will luv my pittsburgh pens.

    alright, yea, i went over to 399 to see eric yesterday & to hook his copy center up with some cool stuff i created in my free time.  was he pretty psyched over the idea?  seemed like it.  annoyed with jayme from what i could tell...lol...but when was the last time you liked having someone annoying hang around you for 4 hours?  hehe at least he noticed i did something to my hair (which may just be a plus for you jayme, especially with that really bad highlighting job).

    okie, this day must downright suck!  first of all, i had to put up with all sorts of hell at work (yea, that dumb copier was down til 2, then i lost two other copiers, so needless to say i was taking all types of shit from customers).  even one of my nicest customers got seriously pissed at me.  then i had this lady who is some rep for xerox who just drove me up a wall.  she knew i had a lot of stuff to get done, but made me drop all of that to work on her stuff (you gotta love it when people do that).  plus, no mimi.  but that can definately have some pluses.  trust me, but the time i got home, i couldn't wait to relax!

    then i get to come home & my sister is asking me about straka's status.  okie, this is news to me cuz i didn't know anything happened to him.  i was wondering why he played so little yesterday.  turns out, about 7 minutes into the second period, he got his leg stuck in the ice as he was being knocked down by florida's lance ward, leading to a broken right tibia.  he's out a good 3 to 6 months.  i hope he's alright...i met him back in april & he was such a sweetie.  my prayers go out for him & all the other injured of the penguins.

   pens vs. flyers, wednesday, october 30th.  LET'S GO PITTSBURGH PENS.

    other teams to watch:
      new jersey devils vs. boston bruins • october 30th • 4-3
      st. louis blues vs. colorado avalanche • october 31st

    wow, don't you just hate it when everything is going great & then some little skanky slut just shows up to try to bring your day down?  yea, that's right...jayme!  just when i was praying i had seen the last of her, she had to make her presence known.  i hate fakes even more.  don't try to be nice to me when you know deep down inside you really can't stand me...it only makes me dislike you more.  i wasn't annoyed by the fact that she had to be by eric's side at east brunswick today 24/7 (eh, she only did it cuz i was there...lol), i was more annoyed that someone would actually be that damn desperate that they couldn't go out & get a frickin life of their own.  he's at his job for christ's sake!  i guess maybe he finally heeded my advice & kicked her out...either that or she just realized i was no longer there & her little jealousy thing didn't do a thing.  hey jayme, i am, & always will be hotter then you.  get over it!

    oh yea, i'm all alone at work tomorrow.  yea!  (sarcastic, of course).  mimi gets outta yet another job.  oh well, i guess when you can't get mad, you just get even...lol...her day will come & she'll be stranded all alone with some big ass job...& you know what?  i hope she screws herself over!

    wow, i better go before i list every little thing that truly pisses me off (hehe & i think right now there may be quite a few of those!  daylight savings time, the toronto maple leafs, the rangers, the yankees, the espn scoreboard - yea, i hate it when it keeps screwing itself up, this dude at steak & ale who just couldn't shut up about that damn split pea soup...yea it goes on & on & on!).  oh well, that's all for today.

    well i hope you people have some happening halloween plans cuz God only knows i don't.  unless i wanna go into bridgewater for a few hours & take a few pics...hmmm sexy cheerleader or cute, innocent 50's girl?   decisions, decisions.

   pens vs. panthers, sunday, october 28th.  LET'S GO PITTBURGH PENGUINS!!!!

    oh well, i'm off...need my sleep (or it's an excuse to play with my digital cam...lol).  ciao!

    okie, let's focus on what's important here...it's not me (for once...lol), it's WAYNE PRIMEAU!!!  yea, there i am with my custom made, $140 Primeau jersey (not signed...yet!).  i just took this since i was so excited over the game last night...yea yea, it was wayne's first game since last season & i wanna personally thank the commentators for everytime they said his name & everytime they got a close-up of his face...ahhhhh, primeau heaven...lol.  okie, enough about the primeau obsession...hehe.

    i am so tired...it may be because i didn't sleep well at all last night.  for some reason i just couldn't get to sleep & stay asleep.  it must be that weird eva panic thing (jeez, that or all that darn caffiene i insisted on drinking last night!).  i have 9 hours of work tomorrow.  yea, mimi is off.  i get to work with her on saturday...let the party start now!  (i will except any donations of alcohol to help me get drunk & hopefully make me pass out on saturday...lol.  i promise to share with bruce morgan!).  oh yea, hey rob, i think your blues won tonight cuz God only knows the rangers suck!  go blues!  not to forget mark here, so let's go devils too!  (haha, we'll get that *evil* outta ya!).   pens vs. maple leafs this saturday.  let's go pittsburgh pens!

    guess what?  i finally took some pictures today.  my sister thought the flower one would be pretty cool looking (oopsy kept trying to eat my rose!  shame on her).  yea, i am a little distracted...it would have been nicer i think if i didn't haveta give my attention to 2 people (dan & jen).  i still think it looks pretty cool...kinda like i'm daydreamin' (ahhhhh primeau) or something.  check out my picture page for more pics of me (it's all about me...lol.  you can also see my stylin' new haircut there.) & other pics i thought were pretty nifty.

    oh yea, PRIMEAU was back in the game tonight...how lucky am i?  i got to see his first game back since last season & boy, he's hotter than ever!  by the way, in case you are wondering, my pens came back from 0-2 in the first period to win 3-2, against the dallas stars.  LET'S GO PITTSBURGH PENGUINS!

     congrads to my pens - 4-2 against the atlanta thrashers tonight.  lemieux finally made his goal...yeps, so now you people can just be happy!    congrads also go out to the new jersey devils with a 2-1 win over the ottawa senators tonight.  nah, don't go all crazy now, eva hasn't gone strange on you or anything (well not yet anyways...God only knows that the communications class is gonna do it to me!).

    i think i'm getting sick.  i really don't feel all that great tonight (so maybe i'll go to bed a little earlier...that may be why i felt so tired last night.  i think it's a cold...well at least i hope so!).  so if you don't hear from me in awhile, call me!  i may be sick & suffering in bed...i sure hope not, but you never know.

    work sucks.  end of story.  any of you who i complain to know exactly why.  why do people go outta their way to drive me insane?!?!?!  i swear, it's crazy!  oh well, i'm off to bed...have a good one.

    alright, to start things off, i decided to add this very awesome pic of pittsburgh, pa.  i have it on the desktop at work & all i can say is there are a lot of dumbasses there.  they swear it's nyc.  can i ask you, does this even remotely look like nyc?!?!

    yea the pens lost tonight in overtime, to who else?  the blues.  i know rob's gonna be rubbing this in my face.  i'm just not in the mood to take it tonight.  i'm in one of those "you mess with me, i'm gonna just blow you off" moods.  i guess work kinda did it to me.  maybe a few other things.  i really dunno.  ever feel just depressed for no reason whatsoever?  yea that's me.  i think i need a vacation...far far away.

    oh yea, devils won.  i know you hate reading that rob.  but at least someone in my division won.  as for my friend mike, i am seriously questioning his loyalty to the islanders.  the dude never knows when they play & what the score was.  c'mon, if you're gonna rout for a team, know the darn score!

    i seriously need to do my homework...so i'll write more later.

     wow, my pens did it again...a 3-0 shutout against ottawa.  straka scored the lone 1st period goal, while richer & lang (empty net) scored in the 3rd.  johan hedburg was in net, making 28 saves.

    congrads also go out to the devils, who won tonight 6-1 in their game against the san jose sharks.  guess game 5's are lucky games this year!

    i survived the midterm (yea!).  now i just haveta survive another 5 days of work.  at least i get to sleep in tomorrow & saturday.  i probably haveta do customer service (which if you know me, you know i absolutely hate!).  i cut back my hours to 10:30-3, so i won't be there too long.  sorry there, paul!

    on a very happy note, the sexiest guy on the pens team should hopefully be back by the end of october.  hehe, that's right, PRIMEAU!  i was so ecstatic when i read this on espn.com today.  so hopefully i'll see #15 soon!  next pens game - pens vs. st. louis blues, this saturday @ 8pm.  ciao everyone!

PENS WIN 5-2!!!

    can i pick em or what?  petersen is the man!  the rookie recorded 3 goals last night - pens vs. senators.  the last rookie to record 3 goals in a game was jaromir jagr.  petersen was also the first rookie with a hat trick in almost a decade.  jagr recorded his first hat trick feb. 2nd, 1991 against the boston bruins.  congrads also to lang (2 goals), lemiuex (3 assists), & straka (2 assists).

    needless to say, seeing that the pens were winning kinda helped get me through that darn communications class.  thank God for my sprint pcs phone...i was on wireless web every 5 minutes checking on the game.  i think it's the only thing that kept me awake...i was so beat.  i worked a 9.5 hour day yesterday.  i made up for it today with 11 hours of sleep...yea, i know, i'm lazy...lol.

    well i'm off to study for that darn midterm tomorrow night.  pens play the senators again tomorrow...hopefully we'll make it win #2!

    ciao!

    communications class tonight...i hope that weird guy doesn't haveta check me out the whole time.  i'm beginning to feel stalked!  i haven't even done my essays yet...i'm not really in the mood to take an write em either.  i just have no inspiration.  how can i write about an essay between me & a significant other if i don't have one!  am i supposed to lie and make this stuff up?  or maybe even borrow a guy for a few minutes ("hey, do you mind if we have a nice romantic conversation for a few minutes?"...i wonder if i could borrow eric.  we were always good at faking it!).

    oh well, i hope that the pens new move helps em win the game tonight.  they need to win!  if they do, i'll jump up in the middle of my communications class and scream (yea the professor would like that...she'd kick me outta the building!  she's a moody one!).  if they lose though, please be gentle...it's bad enough my dad sits there & makes fun of me!  just cuz they aren't the avs...well oh well dad!

    alright i better go to bed.  my stupervisor took off tomorrow so it's a solo day for me.  must be nice.  you just name your schedule & you get it.  if i pulled that crap i'd get a load of shit for it.  send me an email to cheer me up...i'll check for your letters of sympathy throughout the day (rob, you can use the cmx address...you know the one).  g'night.

    first of all, yes, the pens lost sunday.  have i given up hope yet?  nopes!

    oh, i have pics of eric!  (yea!!!).  haha he finally got his present on sunday (yeps, only 2 days late...i am right on time here).  he loved it!  too bad i didn't get to be there when he opened it...i was stuck in my own personal hell, a.k.a. omax customer service.  but jen got pics, & i got to talk to him for 25 minutes (thank God he called when i was in copymax!  what luck is that?!?!).  haha, oh yea, & i tried to tell paul swido i was creating a fan page for him, but he kinda looked at me weird, like "what the heck?".  well jeez, he was the one complaining about all the eric stuff...can i help that me & eric are so photogenic together?

    only 2 more days til i have a day off.  only 4 more days til my methods of teaching midterm.  am i ready?  heck no!  haha, anyone out there who feels sympathy for me, i could use it!  plus i haveta work with vic tomorrow & anyone who knows that should pity me (an everyone else at that!).

    oh well...bed time...eva needs her sleep.

    it wasn't a good day.

   pittsburgh penguins vs. buffalo sabres, 2:00pm today.  LET'S GO PITTSBURGH PENGUINS!  if they win, it's all for eric.

  that's all.

 alright, here we go again...

  gotta luv it...two eric's in a row...lol.  i'm going to give eric h. his present after i get off work today...a plaque with an autographed pic of mario lemieux (he is like the biggest lemieux fan alive).  so we'll see how that goes.

    wow, only 4 more days til my day off!  haha working weekends really sucks!  i mean it's a weekend for a reason right?  i don't have a weekend!  well unless you count wednesday & thursday. i have my midterm this thursday...wish me luck.  considering the class is mostly based on one of three things (midterm, final & this wonderful 8 page paper!), i gotta do really good.

    hi to some very awesome people i just thought i would mention here...rob (you know i luv you man!), mark (the SeXiest devil's fan alive!), phil mcmonkey...lol (cutie!), & dave (50's rock on!).  anyone else, eh i'll mention you some other time...these are just the people i happen to be chatting with at the present moment.

    alright, remember, sunday, october 14th, pittsburgh penguins vs. buffalo sabres.  LET'S GO PENS!!!  have a good one & i'll talk to y'all soon!

     alright, so first things first...

  secondly, wow, the islanders are actually off to a good start.  i refuse to be an isles fan (reminds me of an ex), but you gotta give credit where credit is due.  just a reminder...pittsburgh pens vs. buffalo sabres this sunday.  yea, you'll notice that!  lol.

    look for an updated pic of me here soon.  i got bored yesterday and decided to cut my hair shorter and highlight it (haha that's all we need is a blonder blonde...at least eric & i will match!).  haha i guess that's what happens when you get outta class early.  kudos to mike though...that guy rocks...how many guys will sit in a class full of women & openly admit he loves it?  lol.

    oh well, bed time...it's like 12:15 am & i got work in the morning.  gotta see if i can break out early.  too much of omax is too much!  i'm there all weekend...im me your sympathies...i'd luv that.  enjoy the weekend guys!  talk to yas soon.

     yea!  i finally got the chance to sleep a little later today.  thank God.  it's so nice actually having 2 days off from work in a row.  although that only means that i have yet another weekend of hell awaiting me.  oh yea, and the sabres/pens game on sunday.  i sure hope they win this one...lang & straka were doing so well last night (and petersen was out there a lot too...yea!).  lol, can we get a new goalie maybe?  you never know, it may help!  honestly, i think we need to get lemieux & primeau back in the game, but hey that's just me talking.  we all know how much i luv wayne!.

    oh yea, not like any of you really care (but i do darnit!), eric's birthday is only a day away.  haha the best birthday present for him would be a winning pens game!  we'll see...

    alrighty people, i'm off to do my homework.  i have my methods of teaching class tonight & i have yet to even read my text...this is what happens when you get lazy!  keep smiling, cheer for my pens (we know they need the support right now!), and i'll catch ya all soon.  ciao!

     wow, i finally found the time to kinda update my page.  yea, i know, this was a long time coming...lol, but better late then never eh?  after all, i dunno how many more times i could have people telling me "eva, the pens are losing right now...no one cares about how they did in january!"  well i do!  alright, so they may kinda be struggling a little bit right now...but they'll get better...i know they will!  all they need is primeau (which i hope gets better real soon!  i can't stand watching a game and not seeing #15!).

    oh well, i dunno how much i'll be able to update this...but i'll try my best!  work and school just seem to always get in the way.  which by the way, word of advice here: don't take any communications classes in college...i swear the professors are way out there!  especially mine...all i can say is she's a character!

    oh yea, and about the eric pic...don't complain about it!  haha, everyone keeps swearing my entire website is all about him and although you know i would love to dedicate an entire site to eric, we all know this site is about what really counts - ME!  lol, just kidding!

    anyways, have a great one!  pens vs. islanders tonight...yea, they lost...quit rubbing it in.