Going through life
Allowing yourself to feel nothing
Numbness replaces the pain
No feelings are better than the agony you have felt
Broken trust
Friends only here to betray you
No one to turn to
Better to deal with it on your own
By yourself
In complete solitude
Building your wall so high
That no one can crawl over and get in
No need for others
Only here to use and be used
No one cares so why should you
Your life just beginning yet not
You have become a machine
Conveying no sign of emotion
To the world outside your wall
Disconnected, disassociated
Much safer to hide behind the wall
By yourself with no risk of being hurt
Shutting out those who care
Withdrawing into yourself
Give me the key
Rebecca Bay