Bleeding, bruised, broken
Lying on the floor
In an emotional heap
Of agony and frustration
Crying out into the dark
They hear and turn away
Emotional wreck
Living this life that is ruined
At the bottom of this pit
Climbing and getting no where
Looking and seeing darkness
Suffocating down here...help
Breathing this air that is stale
Pushed back, kicked down
Can't breathe under water
Stones pinning me down
Holding me captive
Not letting me go
Darkness falling upon me
Throws me against the wall
Playing Russian Roulette
Not knowing the outcome
Try again
Not accepting defeat
Not yet
Chewed up and spit out
Splattered on the ground
Get back up
Dying slowly
And realizing
But not yet believing
Ignoring the signs
Screaming out
But no sound
Escapes my mouth
Feeling destruction upon me
This is brought on myself
By me...my fault
And I shall pay
No one else need bother
Trying once again
Heaviness takes over
My head
My heart
My soul
Sinking in quicksand
Devoured by dogs
Giving up now
Not worth all this
Rebecca