Its been a while since I've really even touched this page, but I have some new stuff to put up... YaY and hopefully ill learn more html so I can make this page how I want it to look. Oh ya and I just typed em up so im sure there are tons of typos and such. *shrugs* Deal wif it. If you have any poems and would like em to be put up here, please send them. I love poetry and I think its awesome.
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You beg me to stop yet you cry out for more. Bound and tied unable to move you fear of what's to come next, yet you writhe in pleasure. You feel my hands upon your neck all life seems inportaint now, yet in this instant I am all that matters. Whisper to me all the things you feel, tell me of long lost love and regrets of the past. Tell me of your dreams, of your fears, and of your desires.
The vision dulls the heartbeat slows yet I am all you wish to know. Pull me closer, feel my body against yours. Feel the pleasures of heaven, know all too well the wrath of hell. Your lips upon mine, we become one. My hand upon your chest as I hear you moan for me, the coldness of my touch yet you beg for me. Fears become unknown as I climb ontop of you. The weight of the world upon you, the innocence now gone and dead.
Breathing harder, pushing for more the goal is nearly at hand. Grasping harder in this moment wanting to take all you can. In this instant you've become a man.
Whisper softly as we dance our dance your muffled screams in my ears. Yesterdays gone tomorrow never promised. In this golden moment all is lost, treasures are taken, and still you'd give more if you could. Know you were touched by the Darkangel.
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Innocence lost leaving our decadent minds everywhere to roam. Delerious fun never seeming to end, delerious fun swallowing you up whole. Pray to your Angels, play with your devils be warned the demons are never far behind. Frail hearts and crumbling bodies the world fades away leaving broken playgrounds.
The poisons you injest never seem to do their job, the razor blades simply leave rusty fleks. Jump into your magic bottle, play with your flesh dolls the world is yours to waste. Leave bodies and souls in your wake don't look back into the mirror.
Wear your masks and induldge your sins give into the flesh, wear it thin. Lying eyes and deadly tongues you never see the light. Living like this the dreams become nightmares- never knowing which is real and those that aren't. The night never leaves soon enough the allies seemingly nonexsistant. Bury the past everything seems well never mind those licking flames from your own personal hell. Turn your back play your act never finding that saving light.
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Lost in the darkness spinning around. Everything's lost where's the ground? Wanting to stop and make everything alright, yet drifting out further staying lost. The journey is a game we all must play, everyone loosing to the now set rules. Fools and theives feed off our dream Kings and Preists sell off their souls.
Nothing makes sence, nothings as it seems looking back seeing only faded dreams. A graveyard of souls lost in the night, the promised light no where in sight. Madness and mayhem winning the game, love and innocence lost in the path. Memories pass emotions flash, but what does it all mean?
Angels above us, the devils amoung us where is the loving mercy? Deaf ears hearing the screams as cold hands pass us along. The eyes loosing thei shimmer everythings growing black, trying to move forward everything holding us back. The dance is over time to remove our masks and take our final bow.
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Look in the darkness what do you see? Your darkest fears hidden in me, your shining Angel burning bright, the one whom you hold tight at your worst times. See the destruction, look into the debris, there's your life now- shattered to peices. Your heart deceives you, your memories lie. This is it, this is goodbye. I see you lying there, the confused look on your dying face.
Aren't I the one who was supposed to make it ok? Arent I the one who made you feel safe? Your Angel of darkness the one who cared, while all this time I was your secret pain. The game is over now, of course I have won, But know in your darkest hour, in your time of defeat you have won my highest award. No begging no crying, only silence now. You wonder who I really am, you wonder if this is real.
You still dont see it, you still can't tell. Look in the darkness past your destroyed dreams. There you will see your darkangel bound by the wrists, continuing his journey into the depths of hell.
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To never see it snow, or ever feel the rain again.
To never be in love, or having to explain again.
To not have to cover my face so you won't see my
pain --
that would be perfection.
I got this from www.cocainkiss.com
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When I Break
When I break
It's into a thousand tiny pieces
Because it was all the little things that pushed me to the edge.
When I break
It's not my heart Because that was shattered and duct taped long ago.
When I break
It's only flesh Tiny lines running red over throat and wrist.
When I break
It's into tears Because the scars are never deep enough to do their
job.
When I break
It's down Because I'm too weak to live--
And too scared to die.
--QR
This too is from Cocainkiss.com
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