Welcome, to the Home of the Helljack.........It's been a while since I have done anything to this website, so I thought it was time to make some changes. I have often pondered the true meaning in having someone special in our lives. And I have come to the conclusion that you'll have several special people in a lifetime. You'll never love one any more than the other, even though at the time, you'll feel like it. but what's important to understand is that it is better to have had, then to never had at all. Having someone special in your life, regardless if it's the 1st person or the 50th person, is something to truely be marvelled. As a great personal friend once told me, "To the world, you might be one person, but to one person, you might be the world." That's important to know, because life is too short for squandering, squabbling and the like. Make the most of the time you have with that special person, so that the memory may be burned not in the mind, but in the heart. Many of us often make the mistake of allowing other people's judgements guide our lives instead of leading and living with our hearts. Trust your heart, for it knows no wrong. It cannot and will not ever lie to you, for it was separated from the brain during the early stages of development in life, and never had the chance to learn how to lie.
So, wondering who and what makes up the Helljack? Simply answered, everything, and nothing. The Helljack is nothing more than a man, flawed, as we all are. His world is a mass ball of confusion, constantly changing day to day. And he is always at war with himself internally to constantly fight for his morals and beliefs. In time, fear, pain and sorrow will forsake thee, and into the place of darkness forever I shall keep thee. Constantly feeling the pain of the world, he feels obligated to right the wronged, and to be a servant of the heart. Knowing no means of boundaries, physical or mental, and giving up everything his mortal life would come to call pleasures, if only to help someone who called him a friend. Sensitive? Yes, but it's the roughneck outter shell that prevents most from seeing in. It is his only means of protection.
Aside from wandering the vast openess of space and time, the Helljack is a regular "AsianRedNeck", riding, breaking and training horses when the opportunity presents itself. He's well versed in the art of Car Audio and Electronics and can be caught on ocassion snaping still shots of serene tranquility. He slices, dices, and cooks, cleans, and sews! Yes, the Helljack did take a few different courses while in High School (6 Years of Home Ec). And he's constantly looking for that which will provide the ultimate Adreneline high. His thought pattern is different, as well as his sense of humor. And his ability to withstand a battle of wits with the unarmed is remarkable.......LOL. Always out to find the ultimate insult, he's not afraid to go to blows.
The Helljack is orientated on many things. One certain thing is learning the meaning of the truth and the obscenity of reality. Someone once told him, "Don't ever lie, for the truth will always be known" Through his own complaciency and ill disregard, he has known this to be true. Let others learn from his mistake and let them not make his mistake their own.
Let's take a Fantasic Voyage....
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