97-11-23
It
might seem a bit strange that I´m not doing anything
for two months and now there is two pages the same
day..:)
Well, it´s morning/mid-day now, and I´m having
breakfast.
Seems like weekends are the only days of the week
when you actually can eat something in the morning,
at least in my case.
Got in a bit of an argument with a friend of mine, Lani,
last night... or well, argument isn´t the right word for it.
Not at all.
She started talking about marrying Mr Gallagher again
and that´s about it.
Yes! That´s all there was to it!
And it made me upset.
Not with her... I know, she´s only joking.
First you get annoyed...then you realise your behaviour
is that of an idiot and start contemplating it. Hopefully.
It´s
depressing. The theory is (well, I´m not even sure
there is a theory in the first place, but I kind of like to
think there is) that we (humans) are supposed to
treat/judge each other a certain way depending on our
characters and personalities, depending on who we are.
But it isn´t the case.
It doesn´t matter.
What matters, on the other hand, are how much money
we earn, the amount of power we have in society, how
famous we are, how we look and so on.
Thus, once we have established a certain amount of
"fame and fortune", the content of our character ceases
to be of importance.
Then we are in the middle of it.
In the spotlight. ...The Audience is Listening...
If we talk, people will listen, if we joke, people
will
laugh, and should we (heaven forbid it) proclaim
ourselves to be greater than God (any similarities to
actual people, living or dead is, of course, purely
coincidental), people think we are right in doing so.
Or, to put it short...
it doesn´t mean a thing who we are or how we behave
anymore because irrespective of what we do, people
will adore us for what we have.
And that´s why I got upset.
And
now, for something completely different.
I have recieved feedback, complaining about this
endless chatter about my nephew (August :P), but the
truth is that right now, he and my brother are the only
part of the family that means a lot to me.
When it comes to my parents, I don´t have anything
worth calling contact with them right now, and two thirds
of the time we see each other is spent arguing anyway.
So, when I feel that need to represent my kinsfolk online, I
write about those I like to write about. As simple as that :)
And as if that weren´t enough, already, it´s snowing outside...