I feel nothing.
             The pain is so great that 
               I can't even feel it anymore.
             These tears I cry have no meaning.
             They fall because something inside
               says they are supposed to.
             Maybe it's habbit, maybe it's instinct.
             Either way, I feel nothing.
             If feelings come from the heart,
             Then my heart is shattered.
             If feeling come from the soul,
             Then my soul is gone.
             And if feeling come from above,
             Thank the Lord for shielding me 
               against them.
             For broken and worn, 
               I can feel no more.
             Something inside doesn't 
               care what comes next.
             "Let the rivers flow," it says.
             Let them drown me,
             I don't care!
             I feel nothing.

                ©Karina 11/05/1990