  because I really do have something to say. I know you have read things which I have previously written... but those words aren't important anymore. What I wrote then reflected where I was then... as a person. These words are to share with you where I have gone... and grown... from that point, to where I am now. What I really want to say to you is that I think I have grown into some new insights and answers... both of which have given me a renewed strength. And now, I'd like to share them with you. There are still, of course, many questions about the mystery of me... the mystery of you... the mystery of us. These mysteries are still unresolved in my heart. There are still so many questions which I, admittedly, continue to ignore... mainly, because I am yet unable to live with their answers. And in these periods of waiting and searching for answers, I sometimes feel very small... and very helpless. I sometimes feel dominated... and very intimidated by those who feel they have the necessary credentials to instruct my life. However, during these times of uncertainty, I have found strength... and I am now strong enough to hold out my offering... my offering of myself... however, in trembling, uncertain hands. Whatever is helpful to you, please cherish it... and keep it as yours. However, let whatever isn't helpful slip very softly through your fingers... just in case.© ©Property of the author. Do not copy, edit, reproduce, etc. without written permission. Back Email Graphics By Sleepy Designs© 2000, 2001, 2002, 2003, 2004 |
