  and I see the reflection of myself... beaming with feelings of love... feelings that I know are somewhat unrealistic... yet true... and strong. I have allowed someone to try and talk me... or scare me out of what I really feel for you. I'm sorry I haven't been completely honest... my feelings for you are much deeper than I admitted... I apologize for the dishonesty. There are so many cards stacked against us... so many obstacles that make this relationship a treacherous journey... Yet, I'm falling in love with you. You have overcome all the walls I built around me... the seclusion that I was determined to have. I don't know how it happened... but you have found your way inside me... to the very heart of me. I close my eyes to sleep and I feel your touch... your caress... I can see your smile... it's as if you are lying here beside me. I reach out to kiss you... then... realizing you aren't really here... the loneliness of being away from you settles in. Yes... I have fallen in love with you... not knowing if you're gonna catch me, or let me fall to the ground. I'm sorry for the dishonesty of hiding my feelings... I never meant to fall in love... I never meant for you to know. © ©Property of the author. Do not copy, edit, reproduce, etc. without written permission.    2000, 2001, 2002, 2003, 2004 |
