When a man ceases to believe in God, he does not believe in nothing. He believes in everything. -G.K. Chesterton


I do believe.


Just a few clipits of the many logs that have reached my mind...sayings from friends here and there...this is possible the only page that will constantly grow larger..sure we will change the other pages..but this one shall grow and grow...



you remember the things time forgot, fun laughter and excitment, even if you have been dealt a hard hand across the table, never bluff, just read the cards and smile, no matter what the outcome, you can smell the roses when your dead and sleepin, life is for fun, run full throttle all the way to the finish line, never look back or feel ashamed, depression can not stop you, the sun shines down to much in the pastures, what was it you told me....put your left hand on your right shoulder...now put your right hand on your left shoulder...close your eyes and squeeze...im doing the same you are worse than me about remembering everything riding the coaster head on into the dark tunnel, no screams, just a yell of joy, the anticipation of that first big hill, rocketing back to earth is just over the top, and when the grass tickles your feet just run toward the forest, swing on the grapevine until the sun goes down, then hop in the pickup and off again, riding the roads till dawn, sand and seasalt in the air, watching that last sunset, flying with the doves at night, drinking alone in a crowded bar, listening to the band play "sweet home alabama", marching the feilds under that burning spotlight, never thinking why, just doing it, and loving it, knowing your friends are on the sidelines, in the shadows, smiling, catching the midnight show after dinnersmiling and laughing the whole way, thinkin of family and friends, the only things that matter in life, no matter how difficult it may be, remember old times with grandma on the front porch, listening to bacon crackle in the pan, singing in church for the hell of it, walking alone down the highway at night, just looking at the moon and the snowfall, wondering where you will end up next well DAMN IT TO HELL HE CAN'T HAVE YOU! your ass is mine, and its going to stay that way for a long time i think im fallin in love again with Hannah the little things that she did tonight we waited outside, we were sitting like we were on the counter, and she was facing me with her arms and her coat wrapped around me, we both almost fell asleep... you said your favorite sandwich, you had an idea to ask you in private and you guessed the sandwich idea did you say sandwich no sammich for you hug for me i so happy good, go team remind me to give you a big hug next time I see you so happy, i get a hug your the second person to kiss it don't know i think that you and krystal are the only people who actually listen to me i can't help but smile when i'm around you two i'm glad your my friend wouldnt have it any other way hun i'm always happy around you i feel so lucky to have a friend as good as you i guess we're equally lucky i get multiple hugs you put me in a better mood and i like to see you happy..youve got a cute smile but why do you trust someone you know nothing about them i love you so good the myst raven i like that name and i have biology first thing in the morning and i have to be able to cut up a frog tomorrow without messing up i almost hit two bunnies i'm glad we did too cause if we didn't i wouldn't have met you or krystal........I like hugs they are comforting



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Watching the snow fall on a windy afternoon
Singing in the choir on sunday morning
Feeling the grass between your toes
Swimming in the warm river
Laughing at nothing
Watching that old pickup come up the drive
Smiling for no particular reason
Running fingers through your hair
Watching a old movie in odd hours of night
Sitting on the tractor when your only 3
Wanting to fly with the eagles
To travel the stars
Dancing in abandon parking lots
Saying just the right things
Taking shots just for the hell of it
Looking into those eyes
Caramel and whipped cream
Looking at the sky through T-tops
Showing me how to live again
Tarots and talking about life
Break time talks
The mens jeans nights
Guessing what color
Snow covered trips to get hard tea
Seeing if the guess was right
Long chat sessions at night
Laying with one another
Listning to "Then she kissed me"
Clogging in the cold
Did I mention you have a nice.....
Standing on the sidelines watching
Cooking pasta..
Setting sail holding your hand
Sleeping in the floor near the loveseat
Watching you walk down the isle in a white gown...
Dancing with the bride
Having your friendship and love
And finding what a best friend is...
Just a few things from the past and hopes for the future...


Walking down the beach together
Being evil like we do
Soft lips and unspoken promises
Kisses on the cheek and hugs
Getting worried
Calling at odd hours
Walking in dreams
Waiting forever and eternity
Being you
Teasing
Going further than a tease
Crying together
Showing me who I am
Meaning as much as you do
Loveing me back
No tan lines
Being worried
Holding you
Being held
Wanting forever
Eh....
Ohana
Being Lilo
Listning to "longview"
Wishing you where here
Or I was there
Hottubs and mirrors
Keeping promises
Hanging out
Missing you like I am now
Being single and drunk
Feeling butterflys in my stomache when your around
Wanting to protect you
Mexican ranch
Running away
Breakfast in bed

Say hi to CRACKRAT


Just having you as my best friend is more than I could ever have wanted in life. You have saved me from killing myself by just being there. Made me cry at times, laugh and smile at times. When Im with you I dont have a care in the world, and I wish time could stop forever for us. You have given me so much in the short time I have known you. I love you as family, more than family. At times I just wish that I could hold you, or you could hold me. When I think of the relationship we have my eyes water, from the joy you have brought me, as they are now. The time we get to spend together is the most precious thing in my life. You have shown me the meaning of true friendship. And although I havent know you for long, you are closer to me than any other living soul. Youve never lied to me or tried to hurt me, and it may be strange but that within itself means alot. If anyone tried to hurt you I would kill them to protect you. The little things mean so much to me, and I love you more than life itself.


Tickling you to see you smile
Sitting up till 4 in the morning
Just to finish the new attire
Watching you walk across that stage at graduation
Kissing your neck
Feeling the wind on our backs
Tigers and kittens
Trusting you
Bringing you into the circle
Tarot and caramel
Thongs and chinese butterflys
Sitting in the drive through
Washing dishes
Hugs



New life, new rules, new people, maybe a happy home is possible again. At least a happy fantasy world is possible. I no longer hate, no rage, no fear, to walk the paths I walk these things will get you dead fast. So we leave the past as it is, in the past, and move on to the future, the present, the things that make us smile and joyfull. Few things do this in the world today, seek those things that do out, embrace them, cherish them, hold them close to your heart for one day they may all be gone.



when we going to vegas
did he say homo on a pony
kitty porn
watch the little ones, their sly
can I eat it
foosed you say
well we could kill him
how many licks did it take
we died again, WEEE THIS IS FUN
roughlung that shit
I like that song, To the house Bitch
Lost my ass too many times
like ET right, I'll forget that by tomorrow
he remembered
LDoN...again?
yea, but it is FUCKING ARKANSAS
well, maybe there dead
so how do like the scitzo playing mommy
maybe I should ask the drunk how to drive
I dont fucking like it. Thats ok, we can put on a second coat
From the ashes the Phoenix will rise, prepare
Saviors, sounds good to me
lets go PVP baby
I'll take that bet
Can I throw rocks at him
Time to stock the beer man
No..I have cats
CoM, sure
Im not giving up, so are you with me
**hugs you tight**
Little chanter eh?
What the hell
Were getting married in Vegas arent we
What the hell, your mouse isnt supposed to take over mine
Kittens and angels walk with the White Wolf
Can we start over
subaru..where did that come from
I have only one thing to say at this point
Reroll good
they have bumper stickers that say "ride the wave"
From the places we live now, the people we have grown fond of, time for a new family, time to rebuild.



I cant even explain how i feel for you... Butterflyes in my stomach like im a virgin
your soo funny :P Pleeeze dont put my pic in there
My Knight in Shining Armor
i miss you already... are you still awake?
i cant wait to hear your voice...
Please tell me your awake...
I'm blushing
ohh and the toung ring?
I love it when you call me doll
Who is Rubious Kane?
breath and atoms

To the new life



To feel your breath upon my neck
the softness of your lips
to be by your side forever
and to watch you smile
running through the grass in bare feet
or just talking in the house
hiking in the woods at dusk
just shopping out in town
playing with the kids in the park
and sit and watch the rain
eating out on a saturday night
playing in the mud and snow
camping out at night
cuddling close on the couch
and to watch you smile
wake up in the morning
curl up and sleep in late
fancy cars an beat up trucks
laughing just because
driving at night
to bring you into the cirle
to love you, because you are
things I dream of...you..us..together..
doll
if you stay long enough in the water you turn into a prune...neat
bling bling
no fuck it is not the key to live by
This is my family. I found it, all on my own. It's little, and broken, but still good. Yeah, still good.
Nobody gets left behind
Also cute and fluffy!
And really bad eggs
You remind me of stitch
Me? I'm dishonest, and a dishonest man you can always trust to be dishonest. Honestly. It's the honest ones you want to watch out for, because you can never predict when they're going to do something incredibly... stupid.
No survivors? Then where do the stories come from, I wonder?
I am a baaaad man.
Put... the bunny... back... in the... box.
Yes, I'm here. I was just thinking how wonderful it was when the inmates weren't allowed to talk in here
Death cannot stop true love. All it can do is delay it for a while
Have you ever considered piracy? You'd make a wonderful Dread Pirate Roberts.
Believe
Life would be good if we had a Nug
Its midnight, Im sleeping
Your supposed to walk in parking lots not fall silly
The monkey song
I remember cartridge systems
Are you mad at me?
Lilo & Stitch huh?
ok im on MSN :P
OMG! I Miss You Soo bad
You definetly got me blushing right now.
Now where did I put that suit of shining armor?
If were gonna rob banks you need to pay attention to detail man

Just a pic


Guess



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