"Scary Alone" written by Eric Freedle
I have no excuse for my reckless life and what I put you through
It's been so long since I've had to live my life without you
If I turned away from you and never looked back
I know I would need you
I would have to find something else to trust in, what would I do?
Just the thought of it makes me cringe in fear, my life without you
It would be so scary alone without your Love, so painful to live through
I know how hard my life would be without your guidance
I would be so selfish and everything done in arrogance
No credit would be give to anyone else for anything
I would probably be so self centered I'd lose everything
I have no Idea how much it hurts you every time I forget you
You have always loved me and helped me through all that I've been through
You have saved me from so much suffering and heartache and pain
and the pits of hell I will never be without you again
"Show Them Love" written by Eric Freedle
Are they like the rest of us? Take away my prejudice
Why do I sink so low? Why am I so shallow?
I've got no right to hold a grudge. Who do I think I am to judge?
Look at how I'm slippin', and history's got us trippin'
Black or white, young or old, help me show them love
Rich or poor, shy or bold, help me show them love
I'm never close to being right, when I have lost my sight
When I try to take control, and I lose sight of my goal
As I screw up every day, how in His love do I stay?
By knowing I'm not strong, and admitting that I'm wrong
"Pleasure and Pain" written by Eric Freedle and Nathan Hintz
Felt lonely, experimental phase, too many troubles, wished they'd go away
Brokenhearted, need for love, felt abandoned, down so low
Passed the grass and got high, what was I doing, i didn't care
Kissed some more and went all the way
Convictions faded from this cross I bear
The pleasure faded, but the pain remained
I've betrayed my friends and the ones I love
Pushed them away because of desires and lust
I pleaded for forgiveness, wondered did God still care
I soon recalled how He was always there
My pleasures overtook every part of my soul
It brought me pain that wouldn't let go
I was defensive from all the convictions inside
Who was trying to help, I couldn't decide
Faded pleasure, pain that stayed, was it worth it? there's no way
Eternal regret is all I see, just a lasting pain overtaking me
"Plagued By Misunderstanding" written by Eric Freedle
I don't get it and that the problem
They say ignorance is bliss, but nobody asked them
They're probably right but how would i know?
I've never experienced the places they go
We assume too much and know almost nothing
We want to know now without waiting
Sometimes I ask myself do i even understand?
If we would ask questions, we would have more answers
Our paranoia has potential to start wars
We can't go on false information
That's the kind of problems we're facing
What good is my word if i can't be trusted?
All of our confidence and trust is busted
"Grieve No More" written by Eric Freedle
Mourning, since you left me, you're all i've thought of
I sit here crying at the gravesite of a person dearly loved
Not you, but myself that i am sadly crying for
I will love you and will miss you more than anyone before
I know you are safely in the place you belong
It's hard to let go since i've loved you for so long
But I will survive, although you've now died
No matter how hard the times, i know you're by my side
This is the last time i'll cry for you, there is no reason to be sad
While you were here on this Earth, you gave it all you had
I'll grieve no more but be glad
Someday I will see you when i am finished here
I am coming to where you are so have no fear
That day will be joyful, when my life is done
or when Jesus is ready to come again