Feelings

Feelings of What?
Normal, they are not.
What we soe, we reap.
When it comes time to pay your dues,
it doesn't come cheap.

I lay awake at night,
wondering if I might,
one day, some how, any way
find someone that will help me make the world pay
for what they have done to my soul mates
I can't waits
until the bill is paid in full
can you feel the pull?

My eternal torment,
tugs at me with a hope of an informant
of what lies within,
of what then?
Will this question let me win
the prize that is the truth?

Laying dormant,
my torment
sets free the bonds by which I am grasped,
how much time has lasped,
since the time I was brought into this world?
How long have I been held captive?

With every incounter of a new soul,
you have to pay a heavy toll,
whether it be emotional or phyiscal,
this aint no fucking musical!
it isn’t planned or practiced!
There is no song coach,

Thick and twistid is the path I walk,
my mouth is sewn, as not to talk,
Is there a light to lead the way,
or in hell will I stay?


1999 - BLP