| Pain devoid of feeling, love deprived of tenderness, hate deprived of a noble mind. Insatiable desires roll around my
head. Release of a pent up passion on the verge of oblivion. The decay of my childhood and the things that make me
laugh. The decay of my new found maturity and discipline. The crumbs of what I use to be are thrown into the air at
the whim of a child. Cremated to the verge of despair and glued back together again. Elasticity of the soul can only
be tested so many times. I have been broken, beaten, and pissed on. My body, mind, and soul are the target of your
degradation. Individuality made to look you in the eyes when it is made to go down on you. Hypocrisy is the shit
stains on your face. How can a person peruse a life of normality in this hell hole?
What does this world hold for me? What treasure can I find here? All I see is the pain and suffering of existence and the beauty that makes us want to survive one more day to experience. We commercialize those qualities which we wish that we had and lie to ourselves and become the architects of a modern Utopia. The fornicators of love, peace, and happiness. The defilers of self-gratification. The man that denies his true animalistic nature. The woman that denies her self-dignity for a promotion. The child that sacrifices its curiosity to conformity. |