listening to the rain pour down outside
punishing myself for all the times i lied
silently acknowledging probems in my life
determined for now i don't need a wife
feeling great when all else fails
listening to the rain as it turned to hail
griping closely my favorite stuffed bear
counting on my fingers and toes all the times you weren't there
obtaining serious thoughts of suicide
wondering like 112 the reason why?
as a child i experienced pain
listening to the hail as it turned to rain
developing all my inner thoughts
giving back all the pleasure you brought
losing touch with my wicked heart
figuring out the devil stole apart
discontinuing my dreams about jail
listening to the rain as it turned to hail
quietly plotting things in vein
seeing myself out of my own window pane
screaming and constantly thinking i'm insane
listening to the hail as it turned to rain
listening to the rain as it turned to hail
remebering to feel great
when all else fails
Email: morricjs@ncat.edu
