Subject:
Extreme Priority – Consequence of the consequence
Objet: Priorité Extrême – le résultat de
résultat
URL:
https://www.angelfire.com/ak5/destinsardonique
https://www.angelfire.com/ak5/destinsardonique/hier-yesterday.htm
https://www.angelfire.com/ak5/destinsardonique/images.zip
(ENCODED - different - THE BEST WAY TO UNDERSTAND IF I CHANGE THE FILES WITHIN
THE ZIP FILE OR ADD NEW ONES IS TO DOWNLOAD IT EVERYTIME AND COMPARE IT WITH THE
PREVIOUS ZIP’S SIZE)
****YOU MAY THINK THAT I AM CARRYING OUT A DIRTY CAMPAIGN AGAINST SOME PEOPLE OR PERSONS THAT MAY NOT BE DIRECTLY ASSOCIATED WITH MY STRIFE AND AM TAKING SOME SCHIZOPHRENIC JOY BY HURTING PEOPLE BECAUSE I AM ALSO HURT; BUT THIS IS NOT A VERY HEALTHY DEDUCTION, SOMETHING YOU WILL ESPECIALLY UNDERSTAND IF YOU HAVEN’T UNTIL NOW.
THE NATURE OF THE CONFLICT REQUIRES TOUGHER MEASURES AGAINST FIGURES THAT DO NOT UNDERSTAND SIMPLY FROM WORDS OR SENTIMENTS AND SINCE THE DAMAGE WILL NOT BE FELT DIRECTLY BY THEM I DO NOT THINK ANY DECISION MAKER OF INFLUENCE OVER THE CONTRARY GROUP WOULD COME TO THE TERMS I WISH TO. FOR EXAMPLE THE MOST STIKING EXAMPLE OF THIS THEORY TURNED PRACTICE HAD BEEN FELT WHEN THERE WOULD BE SEVERE WEATHER CONDITIONS AND CHILDREN WOULD HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL STILL; IF SOME SECRETARY OR A MINISTER HAS A DECISION MAKING POWER TO KEEP THE KIDS AT HOME AND NOT MAKE THEM PERISH ON ONE SIDE, BUT HAS NO CHILDREN OF HIS OWN OR HAS A PARENTHOOD WITH GROWN UP CHILDREN ALREADY HAVING FORGOTTEN THE EXPERIENCES AS A YOUNG PARENT CHANCES ARE HE OR SHE WILL NOT TOLERATE OR COME TO THE TERMS MANY PARENTS WITH CHILDREN SCHOOL BOUND WOULD NEED. THIS IS EXACTLY DECLARING A WOMAN THE MOTHER OF THE YEAR EVEN THOUGH SHE HERSELF HASN’T DELIVERED A CHILD. THE FIGURES THAT WILL DO THE DECISION MAKING HAVE TO FEEL THE SAME ISSUES WITH THOSE SUFFERING IT OR THEY WILL NOT TELL THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE OPTIMAL AND NEGATIVE CONDITIONS OF ALL THOSE DEMANDING FOR A SOLUTION.
THE REQUIREMENT OF HAVING BEEN TOUGH THIS WAY IS A MATTER OF BECOMING MORE RIGID BY EACH YEAR PASSING AND NOT LETTING ME HAVE MY FREEDOM AND WHAT I WISH TO DO FOR AHEAD; NOT KNOWING LOVE, NOT KNOWING TOLERANCE OR NOT HAVING A PROPER FAMILY LIFE TO BRING ALL MISSING PIECES OF MY LIFE AND ENABLE ME TO BECOME A HEALTHIER, TOLERANT AND A LOVING FIGURE AND IF SOMEBODY HAS NEVER TOUCHED FOR ANOTHER FOR LOVE AND HAD LOVE, IT’S VERY HARD FOR HIM TO UNDERSTAND WHAT KIND OF A THING LOSING A LOVE IS, EVEN IN THE CASE OF THOSE THAT DESERVE THE AFFECTION FAR LEAST THAN OTHERS, SUCH AS FAILING, LOSER SPOUSES, WHOSE MATERNITY SUCKED AND WAS ITSELF A CURSE IN RETURN TO THE TOKEN OF VIRILITY, CREATING A LIFE AWARDED TO THE WOMEN BY GOD AND EVEN THOUGH THEY WANT TO GAIN SOME SYMPATHY WITH THE LOOKS OF A POOR WIDOW WHOSE ONLY CONCERN IS TO HAVE HER HUSBAND BACK; BUT WITH LOGOS OF BIG COMPANIES AND INFLUENTIAL POWERS ATTACHED TO IT WITH INTEREST IN MY ASSETS, THIS PUBLIC FOOLING GAME IS BOUND TO FAIL TOO, BECAUSE WE WEREN’T BORN YESTERDAY, ESPECIALLY SOME THAT LED LIVES BEFORE.
I SAID I AM TOUGH BECAUSE I CAME TO FIND A REVELATION THAT THE COUNTRY THAT REGARDS ME AS HER CITIZEN THANKS TO FORMER LAND’S DELAYING PROCESS NOT WISHING FOR ALTERNATIVES TO BE ESTABLISHED, WHICH MAKES HER AN ABUSING OCCUPANT, AND THERE IS THE LATEST GAME EFFORT BY THESE SAME PARTIES BECAUSE AS YOU WELL RECALL, THERE ARE SOME INSTALLATIONS ALSO ILLUSTRATED ALONG WITH SOME FORMAL DOCUMENTS PASSED TO ME FOR STILL BEING A DRAFTEE, SO IN SHORT I HAVE THIS TO SAY TO YOU FOR WHAT I FACE FOR TODAY:
AS A CONSEQUENCE OF THE CONSEQUENCE OF THE
EXPANSION OF THIS TORMENTING CAMPAIGN AGAINST ME, AND SINCE THEY DO NOT WISH TO
GIVE UP, I HAVE BEEN CORRESPONDED AND HAVE LEARNT BY LATE YESTERDAY THAT I AM
NOT ABOUT TO BE TRIED BY A CIVILIAN COURT, BUT BY DIRECTLY BY THE COURT-MARTIAL
OF THE MILITARY OF THIS COUNTRY BECAUSE OF IMAGES OF SOLDIERS AND VEHICLES
WITHIN AND SINCE MY DRAFT TERM WILL COME SOON WITHIN DAYS, THE COURT ALREADY HAS
WRITTEN TO THE ENLISTMENT CENTER AND GOT MY DRAFT POSTPONEMENT ANNULLED SO I
WILL BE BOTH SERVING AND BE TRIED AT THE SAME TIME, POSSIBLY TO BE INSIDE A
MILITARY PRISON WHICH IS THE IDEAL PLACE TO ISOLATE A YOUNG MAN, WHOSE CONCERN
IS BEING ALONE. AND I HAVE GOT A TAPE ABOUT THAT TODAY – IF OF COURSE WHAT I AM
ACKNOWLEDGED IS UNTRUE, A COMPLETE AND OFFICIAL EVASION OF REPEATED DRAFT
SERVICE MUST BE MAINTAINED AND I SHOULD BE FORMALLY EXEMPTED FOR HAVING ANY ROLE
AS A PERSON POTENT TO TEACH BUT WHO SHOULD NOT BE FORCED TO TAKE ANY PUBLIC
EXAMINATION PROCESS A HOPE FOR A LARGE NUMBER OF LOCAL UNEMPLOYED FIGURES, OR
THEY WILL NOT RECEIVE ANY DEFENSE MEANS AND MEANS PROVIDED BY OTHERS WILL BE
OBSTRUCTED BY THE EUROPEAN UNION AND OTHER PARTIES IN TRANSFORMATION TO HERE,
WHICH I PROMISE TO REALIZE. WE ARE TALKING ABOUT A COUNTRY HERE THAT CAN JUSTIFY
A NO-GO POLICY BASED ON DEBTS THAT I HAVE TO THE TELECOMMUNICATIONS COMPANY OF
THE STATE; WHICH SHOULD HAVE TECHNOLOGICAL KNOW-HOW SHARE BAN BECAUSE THEY SPY
ON ME WITH THEIR TECHNOLOGIES; JUST AS FORMER LAND SPIES ON
ME.
AS YOU SEE I AM STUCK IN BETWEEN A CONFLICT WITH MY CAPTORS NEVER AIMING TO LET ME BREATHE FREELY AND WANT TO CAPTIVATE ME FURTHER IN DUE CONCERN OF RETAINING THEIR INTERESTS OVER ME AND I HAVE TO BE SOLDIERING TO DISABLE THE SAME TO OCCUR AGAIN; BECAUSE THESE PARTIES ARE A THREAT TO MY ACADEMIC CAREER, ESTABLISHMENT OF FAMILY SINCE DRAFT IS A FACTOR POSTPONING FAMILY ESTABLISHMENT WELL TO THE UNFAIR DISADVANTAGE OF THE BABY KILLER TO GROW UP AND WHAT IS EVEN WORSE IS THE FACT THAT I AM CONSTANTLY CHASED BY THE COPS TOO; HENCE I DEMAND MORE IN TERMS OF EMBARGOES BE THEY PERSONAL OR IN NATIONAL LEVEL AGAINST THE COUNTRY THAT I AM IN AND DUE TO THEIR COLLABORATION AND THEIR ROLE WITHIN THE SYSTEM OF ABUSE AGAINST ME BECAUSE THE NATIONALITY OF THIS COUNTRY BY FAR FILLS THE STATELESSNESS IMPOSED BY THE FORMER LAND AGAINST ME. SADLY SPEAKING, I AM NOT ABLE TO CONTROL THE CONSEQUENCES OF THIS CONFLICT ALTOGETHER, EVEN IF I WILL TURN OUT TO BE A “WINNER”; AS THERE IS ALWAYS A MARGINAL, NOT DESIRED OUTCOME LIKE FORMER LAND REPATRIATION GIVEN, WHICH I DISLIKE AND AM NOT FIGHTING FOR, SINCE I BELIEVE AN EX PASSPORT MAY MEAN BEING FORCED TO BE WITH THE EX AND I DO NOT WISH TO FIGHT FOR THIS; I WILL REALLY BREAK DOWN AND CRY IF THEY WILL GIVE ME THAT, NOT OBVIOUSLY WITH TEARS FOR HAPPINESS, BECAUSE I REGARD FORMER LAND ENTITY AS A BARRIER BETWEEN MY EMOTIONAL LIFE AND ME ACCESS TO THE OTHER SEX, IN THE SHORTEST CONTEXTUAL SENSE.
DURING
MY SOLDIERING, I NEED THE BEST EQUIPMENT FOR ME TO DEFEND MY POSITIONS AND SINCE
MY ULTIMATE CONCERN IS THE SECURITY OF MY BREED, JUST LIKE A COMBATANT SOLDIER
WOULD WANT THE BEST EQUIPMENT AND PERSONNEL FOR ACHIEVEMENT, I DECIDED TO ASK
FOR THE BEAUTY IN DISGUISE TO BE MY FIRST OPTION THAT FOR A WHILE ACTED AS THE
SUBSTITUTE OF THE BLUE EYED MENACE THAT DIVERTED MY INTEREST AND HURT MY MEMORY
REGAINING PROCESS FORCING ME TO CONFUSION; BECAUSE REVIVAL IS A SENSITIVE JOB
AND I DO NOT WANT TO BE WEAK BECAUSE OF OLD HATRED, AND THIS MADE FAR BIGGER
SENSE AS THE CONFLICT EXPANDED, BUT WHICH DOESN’T MEAN OTHER INTERESTS DATING
BACK TO BEFORE WILL BE IGNORED OR FORGOTTEN, OR TO PUT IT IN ANOTHER WAY IF
THOSE OLD RELATIONS WILL NOT BE REPEATED WHEN COMES THE TIME FOR MANY TO SHARE
ME AS IF THEY SHARE THE KITCHEN OF THE APARTMENT THEY SHARE THE RENT OF, NO
ANCIENT RELATIONS WILL BE REVIVED EITHER. ALSO DUE TO SOME SIGNALS RECEIVED, THE
SMALLER OF DAUGHTER OF THE NEIGHBOR (of the family of who I wish to pick at
least one) CAN BE ALSO INCLUDED BECAUSE I CAN’T SEE THE OLDER ENOUGH AND THE
PRIORITY IS GIVEN TO SOMEBODY OUT OF THE NEIGHBORHOOD BECAUSE IT’S NOT EASY TO
DO SOMETHING ROMANTIC WITH GIRLS OF MY NEIGHBORHOOD DUE TO SETTING SO IN ORDER
TO MOVE FREELY WITH THEM A SHIFT OF SCENE CAN DO.
THE
ISSUE THAT IS SO GRIM FOR ME TO FACE IS WHETHER I WILL BE FACING MORE OBSTACLES
OR A QUICK RELIEF AND THE SECOND ISSUE IS THAT I HAVE SO MANY VULNERABILITIES
HERE THAT I NEED TO CONTACT EVERYDAY BECAUSE I HAVE TO THINK AND RECALL THEM;
HENCE I WANT A TEAM OF EXPERTS TO IMMEDIATELY ASSEMBLE CHOSEN IMMEDIATELY AMONG
CAPABLE POLITICAL AND INTERNATIONAL FIGURES TO HAVE TRUE EXPOSURE TO MY LIVING
CONDITIONS AND SWIFTLY SPOT THEM BEFORE I HAVE TO WRITE ALL THESE AGAIN BECAUSE
I AM ASHAMED OF HAVING FORCED TO DEPEND ON POCKET MONEY AND THE ISSUE IS NOT ME
BEING EXTRAVAGANT BUT THE FACT THAT THE STINGY AND THE REAL GUILTY FIGURES
REFUSE TO PAY ME THE EXACT WORTH OF DAMAGES THAT THEY CAUSED ME – IF I WILL
EVENTUALLY HAVE TO FIGHT FACE TO FACE WITH SOME BECAUSE OF THESE WORDS, I MUST
SAY IT WILL NOT BE A FAIR FIGHT FROM VERY START BECAUSE I WASN’T ENABLED WITH
PRACTISING THE MEANS; LEAVING ASIDE WHETHER THEY WOULD BE AIMING AT HOLY THINGS
OR PEOPLE AS SOME CLAIM OR NOT.
THUS I DEPEND ON YOUR GOODWILL ONCE AGAIN. THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR READING AND FORWARDING THIS MAIL; BECAUSE IF ONE SENDS IT, IT MAY LOOK LIKE A SPAM BUT IF A FORMAL OFFICE LIKE A MEMBER OF PARLIAMENT’S BUREAU WOULD FORWARD IT, IT WILL BE DEMOCRACY; HELP ME SINCE I CAN’T REPRESENT MYSELF. ****
Here the bitter details of how I may face court martial and be am immediate draftee are based on the second wave of how they plan to retry me: The tape for today starts. This was recorded within last hours of the yesterday; with one of the lines surprisingly belonging to a hotel downtown where military personnel and the retired members are allowed to have access and the other is a shop, an entertainment center close to where I was first held under police custody, years ago, former land’s former consular mission surrounding; where only maternal land’s consular services are existent right now:
1: I check out the images once more and I look at them again; what is marked here is that we need something more serious to intimidate the little cockroach.
2: What do you prefer for us to do?
1: Simple, a court-martial; it’s not somewhere you can bring your own cams, recording devices or knives and if we will get the draft to be implemented, the little exploited girl will be in khakis, as the book words say.
2: So?
1: Well, I have already had my contacts with draft postponement to be cancelled and a prosecutor petition had already gone to the recruitment center, the one famously on the other side of the road across that courthouse for first trial, which means they can easily obtain information from there as well, so what means is that we can really drive our screws deeper to fix what is already loosened.
2: Makes sense, but I wonder if we can move faster than the little bastard this time.
1: I don’t think we can’t afford to be slower.
