ALL ALONE
Waking up to an empty house
There's no-one here but me
Feeling so alone I sit and cry
Just want someone to care for my needs
Lying in bed I hide away
From the things I don't want to see
I cover my head as much as I can
Don't wont this world to notice me
And there's nothing I can do
To make this go away
No matter how hard I try
These feelings are here to stay
Thinking about things I don't want to
It's getting worse every day
I don't know how to cope anymore
I just want to stop feeling this way
Teary eyes and an aching heart
What more is there for me to do?
Nothing can get worse than feeling like this
And I can't even be with you....
So I'll just sit and cry all alone
Wishing that my lover knew
That everything I say to him
And that my love are both true
THE ONLY THING I'M LIVING FOR
Haunting memories interrupt my sleep
Into depression they push me so deep
Evidence is scarce, but feelings are so true
I don't think I'd still be here, if it weren't for you
A blade lying on my wrist, ready to pierce my skin
My mind is empty; I cannot think a thing
A ring of my phone, a message from you
Then I realise what I'm about to do
I chuck the blade and scream out in pain
Not because I hurt myself, but I'm feeling things again
Physical doesn't exist, I only hurt inside
I can't do it now; all I can do is cry
I really hate myself; I'm feeling so ashamed
But there's no-one but myself, for how I feel that I can blame
I want to hide away, be non-existent to the world
But I want to be normal, just another normal girl
Things aren't right inside this head of mine
But you make things better, just give me a little time
Time to reflect, on how I am without you
Because without you, there's nothing I wouldn't do
I wouldn't be scared to do it, and I wouldn't be here today
You're the only reason I have in this world that persuades me to stay
You're the only thing that persuades me to stay...
POWER FIGHT
He takes her home
He ties her up
He starts to beat
But she's had enough
She screams for help
As she screams in pain
He hits her hard
But her comeback's lame
He shouts at her
To shut her mouth
She opens wide-
Another scream comes out
She gets hit again
She falls to the floor
He threatens death
If she says anymore
She knows he's serious
From the look in his eyes
She quickly shuts up-
She doesn't want to die
CONFUSION
Confusion takes over
There's not a thing I can do right
I'm so caught up in nothing
That I don't know what I'll do tonight
Maybe it will be my last time
Sleeping in my bed
Maybe it'll be the last time
That I wish that I were dead
Maybe I'll get the courage
To do what I've been dreaming of
To cut my wrists open
And take a visit up above to God
Who knows what will happen?
When I don't even know how I feel
All I know is that this thing inside of me
Is so unbelievably real
It's taking over my life
Deciding when I leave
It's taking over my life
Deciding when I roll up my sleeve
SUICIDAL
Sitting alone in the cold dark corner
Staring at nothing much in particular
Thoughts appear, running circles in my head
Do I want to be? Or do I want to be dead?
Feelings of loneliness, tears in my eye
How can I carry on living a lie?
What can I do? What can I say?
As long as I'm alive, these feelings will never go away
I pick up a knife, I roll up my sleeve
I've made my decision, I want to leave
Say goodbye to the suffering, and the people I hate
With the knife I cut, for my death I don't want to be late
I stare at the wound with escaping blood
The cut is pure, but the liquid is mud
My eyes get heavy, my breathing slows
I take in my last breath... Then let it go
