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Chapter 3- Inspired with Inspiration

From where are we inspired? We can be inspired from a chord of music, a frame of a television program, or from the deepest holes of our own minds. Self-inspiration, my third example, is all about your surroundings and how there is nothing loud enough to affect you but the stroking of the keys being tapped upon while thinking aloud. It is by far the most fulfilling and enlightening to think to yourself that something “clicked” inside and you have a new understanding of life, or death, or anything that may be important to you.

The center of you (and me) is the heart. We refer to it as the mainframe of emotions where we feel the most. If we hurt, we may claim to be heart-broken, but are we really? Let’s think legitimately and not psychosomatically. We are beings with a center, left to right and top to bottom, it being the heart. But to be on the top, we must use the organ on the top, the brain. And when we’re feeling “low” we’re referring to our feet with nothing inside them but bones and blood. But the heart, why do we feel it in our heart when we’re in love? I think that we’re at the perfect center of being and have used the top of our world to get there. Logically speaking, you can’t have a good heart without a good brain and you can’t have a properly functioning brain without a perfect center to keep the blood flowing and to keep us completely balanced out. In essence we need the top to keep the center and low functioning at an optimal rate, the center to make it all work, and the bottom to get us from place to place to use the top. This is utter nonsense without a proper translator, and I feel it unfair to be writing something and have it only make sense to those on the exact same wavelength as I. Therefore, for reference, top refers to the brain, bottom, feet, and center, middle, core, is the heart.

Right now, I feel that so called “love” in my heart. Not for a girl, not for myself, but for the world, and for the one who brought me here to be able to feel such pleasure for just being myself. What are tears? They are to express our utmost pleasure and utmost pain. This is the mental persona of a tear, but when in reality, they are merely for cleaning our eyes so we can see again. For as human beings, it is much easier to love, or hate when we can see.

We rely on all our senses when we should focus on each one separately, and once that is done will we realize our sixth sense. This is the way it works in real life in nearly all cases. If we perfect ourselves in every sense, we will be blessed with a new task, to perfect a new sense. I believe that I have not focused on all my senses nearly enough to be feeling the feelings of which I do, but I have no power over what I feel. If I have a sixth sense, it is not to “see the future” or “read peoples minds”, it is simply to say what is needed to be said for the future to prevail. What I say, whether I say it by my choice or someone else’s, is said for the strictest purpose of bettering lives. Maybe not mine, but hopefully yours.