Love Makes You do the Insane
TITLE: "Love makes You Do the Insane" 1/1
AUTHOR: Rich (Starbug42@aol.com)
RATING: PG (just language and violence)
FEEDBACK: Oh, yeah. I'm defiantly getting flamed by the Xander
lovers...Maybe even the Oz Willow lovers...
DISTRIBUTION: Just ask.
SUMMARY: Oz sees Xander and Willow. Together.
DISCLAIMER: I don't own a damn thing.
Just to let everyone know, I don't hate Xander or Oz with Willow. This just
sounded like a cool idea for a story. So there. :P
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"Love Makes You Do the Insane" 1/1
For the first time in months, I feel rage. I hate feeling rage. It doesn't
make me feel very good. I hate him. I can't believe she kissed him. Again.
This time right in front of my face. Okay, they didn't know I was watching
but it was right out in the open. It's not like she was going out of her way
to hide it from me. So I approached her about it. She started to cry. She
said she wanted to be with him. I told her I loved her. She said she loved
me too. For the first time since I've known her, I couldn't believe her.
She promised me. She promised me it was over with him. I was a moron to
take her back the first time. All the guys from the band said she would do
it again. Especially Devon. He was the most upset. He sat back and told me
this whole story about some girl that broke his heart or some crap. I was
only half paying attention.
I can't believe she would even think of doing that to me. Again. Tears are
actually running down my face. I haven't cried since my parents died when I
was five. They're in the library right now. Together. They're all in the
library. I want to go in there. I want to grab her and kiss her and steal
her away from that fucking pig, Xander. Just like he took her away from me.
But I think it's better this way. I think it's better that I sit outside the
library instead of going in there and doing what I originally came here to
do. None of them even have a clue that I'm out here. I could burst in there
right now and do anything I wanted. Not even the Slayer would be quick
enough to stop me. It only takes a second.
Things were so clear this morning. I'd just find him and then it would all
be over. Now I'm not so sure. I can hear his voice inside. He sounds
happy. Well, no shit *he's* happy. He's got my Willow. But he also sounds
normal. He sounds like he always does. Like my friend. I can't do this.
What am I thinking? I actually brought a gun to school. What the hell is
wrong with me? The library doors are opening. Oh, Christ. It's him. He's
walking with her hand in his. They're kissing and talking and smiling. This
won't do at all. Yeah. I have to. Maybe she'll forgive me one day. Maybe
I'll even be able to forgive myself.
The End
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Okay, it was a bit extreme and violent and I don't really think that Oz would
do something like this, nor do I condone kids bringing guns to school. But
hell, if you're me, this is pretty fucking cool. Now this story will be
postponed for several months due to the Columbine shootings.
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