Friday, June 6th, 2003
Yikes! It's been a long while hasn't it?
What's up with the world since I last posted?
Well, Di and I are still as good as we ever were. There have been a few bumps in the road here and there, but it's usually just been a bit of miscommunication. I still love her more than anything that has ever come into my life and I don't think it will ever change. Of course I don't want that to ever change, she's the best, even if she doesn't think so sometimes.
I been bored lately and trying to find something to do. I don't know what though. On one hand I can do this, on the other I can do that or something else entirely. I just sometimes can't make a decision and stick to it when it comes projects and hobbies *shrug*.
Most of my time lately has been spent watching movies and playing Grand Theft Auto 3 which is starting to become boring because I've seen lot's of movies and I recently completed GTA3. I guess I need to try and find a way to get Vice City soon, I got to admit that game is very addicting and you just want to play all the time.
Recently watched The Blue Collar Comedy Tour which is billed as the Caucasion (white guys) version of the Original Kings of Comedy. I highly suggest watching both if you're a stand up comedy fan like me. Anyway, the BCCT is very funny and worth the time and I don't mean for Jeff Foxworthy although he's his usual, brilliant self here, but it's worth it just for Larry the Cable Guy (GIT R' DONE!!!) and Ron White. Check it out ASAP!
Hmmmm... I just realized this was pretty easy to write, heh heh... Maybe I'll try and get this thing updated a bit more often and consistently, don't hold me to that though because I never know what I'm doing until I do it hehe 8)
Anywho, I'm done for now...
*Love ya Baby Girl!*
Monday, April 21st, 2003
I spent a beautiful moment with Di last night and it touched me so much. Actually it's mostly all I can think of today, even after hours of sleep and hours of the usual daily grind it's all I can think about. She knows what I'm talking about and I really don't feel the need to divuldge more of the details than that it was very special to me... That's really I can say right now, except maybe...
Thank You Baby Girl, I love you... Always, Forever and Ever!
Saturday, April 19th, 2003 - FOR AIM USERS!!
http://www.jdennis.net/DeadAIM/about.php
The above is a very, very, VERY, useful and convenient application that works with the instant message program, AOL Instant Messanger (AIM). They got some props on Tech TV's popular show "The Screensavers" so you know (if you're finding out about it here first) that it's got to be at least decent.
To me the BEST feature of this application is that it has it where instead of multiple IM window boxes, it houses all the open IM windows in one. All you do is click the tab in the window and you can talk to that person. It's very cool and convenient for those of us who have many people who usually talk to us.
Also another feature is that it allows you to use more than one screen name at any given time. So if you have two or more screen names, you can use all of them at the same time... Which could be cool if you like to mess with people (tee hee).
Well, that's that for now. I wanted to drop the good word on this application for anyone who comes across this.
Also a get well soon and hope you're feeling better to my baby girl, Di, who's still been struggling a bit. Oh yeah, and I love you!
Friday, April 18th, 2003
Ooops, been a while. Not that anyone is really looking me thinks? Anyway, it has been a while longer than I intended to put something up. Been kind of sick and deal with aggrivating pain with one of my teeth and the sucks alot.
The weather has been crappy, which has done havoc on my health, dunno what it is and why it is that it does this to me, but when the weather changes a lot in short spans I get sick easily.
The tooth pain is just that, pain, sometimes it can be so bad that I can't sleep at all. Others it's just enough to annoy the hell out of me and can't stop thinking about it. It sucks.
Want to say that I am happy for my best friend, Kevin, for finding someone special in his life again. You're a great guy brother and I am truely happy for you. For those of you who read this or will read this at some point, Kevin is my oldest and best friend ever. He and I been through a lot together and he's one of the few people in this world that I will ever truely trust.
I added a new link to my boy Chad's site "Creative Catharsis". It'll feature lots of stuff, mostly his writing which is always good. Give his site a peek. And in his own words "I'm not as a big a dork as I seem!" - Chad Dupree (hehe)
Things with Di have been great as usual of course and are only getting better. The future is brighter for me only because of her and I think she feels the same way about me. Oh and it's now past the actual, technical, whatever date that we fell in love (yesterday, the 17th, in fact). In any case, it's been a great month and I look forward to the days, weeks, months and years ahead.
I'm still thinking of what I want to add to the site. I figure this weekend I'll really brainstorm and come up with some stuff and see what I like the most. I have added the start of a new page, Sweet Child O Mine by Guns N Roses, it amazes me how these songs just hit me when I remember and listen to them and they make me think of Di... Guess she's that special to me huh *wink*
Anyway, I guess that's enough from me today. Maybe I'll be back later with more, who knows. I want to say GET WELL SOON to my baby girl who has been having some recent health issues (headaches and such) and just to say that I love you...
Sunday, April 13th, 2003 - Happy Anniversary!
Well, today marks the ONE MONTH anniversary since my baby girl, Di and I fell in love. Yeah it's sappy to count those kinds of things, but she makes me feel all sappy and goofy on the inside that I don't really care how it looks on the outside, because on the inside it's all love, honor, respect and adoration for her.
Di, baby girl... The last month has honestly been the greatest time of my life. I don't remember a single moment in any of these last days and weeks where I have felt miserable. Your love for me has done so much for me as a man and a person in general. I love you so much, that it's immeasurable on any scale.
We've had a few bumps in the road up to this point, but it's never been anything that could even remotely hope to damage the true love that we have deep inside ourselves for each other. I am your's for as long you want me and if you'll have me, I'd like it to be forever and ever with you and only you.
No one but you makes me feel as good I do and I can only hope I make you feel as good as you make me feel. I look forward to our long lasting future together. I love you my beautiful and precious, angelic baby girl, always, forever and ever...
Happy Anniversary, Baby Girl...
xoxoxoxoxox
Saturday, April 12th, 2003 - Another Late Edition
I think everything so far is completed, counters and all.
There's a greater purpose to this update though. I encourage anyone who reads this to check out Di's (my baby girl) page Sojourner's. Especially if you'd like to see more of her work, she's very talented, afterall, she does this for a living.. Granted I get off on the freebie side for being so damn cool and such (hehe *wink*)...
Saturday, April 12th, 2003 - Late Friday Really
Another day of slowness, but it was a good day still, every day is a good day with my baby girl on my mind and in my heart. *sigh* We had some problems today with the server, but eh, that's too be expected. One of these days I will get an actual domain and we'll have all the space we need... Just something that I personally look to do in the future...
She made me a surprise today. Found a song that epitomizes my feelings for her more than any other song on this page. For the most part, Alive (by POD) was a song that told how I felt about her, she makes me feel alive... But check out the newest addition to the site, Everything, I'm not sure who the artist is (yet).
For the longest time, even before we fell in love, I told her that she was so calming for me. That she could make me happy just being giving me a smile. She made me feel good about anything, just by being who she is. This song is the enbodiment of my deep down feelings and the ones on the surface. I love her all the more for it...
Thank you, Baby Girl, I love you...
Friday, April 11th, 2003 - Early Morning (12:30ish AM)
God I hate boredom... It makes me sleepy and cranky...
Thankfully, my baby girl has this magical ability to just make me happy. Even though I feel terrible, she just gives me a smile and tells me how much she loves me and such and I just feel so much better everything and anything...
Because as she says, no matter how bad we think our lives tend to be. There is ALWAYS someone out there who has a worse life by comparison for whatever reason...
That's how it is with me. Because even though I feel bad, I know there is so many things that could be much worse than they are and most importantly. I know that she loves me with all her heart, just as much as I do her...
Thank You, Baby Girl. Thank you for being my calm to the storm and just being.
I love you!
Thursday, April 10th, 2003
Lazy day today with nothing much to do, so here I am to speak on whatever. I figure if I'm going to write stuff here, it can't be all mushy and whatnot. Speaking of mushy, I love you Baby Girl 8) *wink*
I'm still not sure what all I want to do with this, I mean with a name like LOVE NOTES, it can't be too off key you know? I figure I'll went on here when I need to, express my feelings and such. It's good for the mind and soul to not carry around so much baggage whether it's good or bad, sometimes you just need to let it out. So I guess that's what this will eventually or occasionally be.
All but two images are done for the song pages. Not bad considering it was a spur of the moment decision to create. Dunno when we'll open the site to everyone, I know there are a few minor things still needed like counters and such. I'll probably need to get a second AF account just to hold the wav files (tee hee) as this one is already used up half the space allowed.
What else is good in the world? Baseball of course is in full swing and anyone who knows me, knows that I am fan of the game. I know with buldging player salaries and the ever present threat of a player strike, it really puts a stranglehold on the sport, but the game itself is still on of the greatest past-times ever. Especially on a lazy day like today, you can kick back and turn on a ball game and it'll get you through a few slow hours. Or just having a game on tv or the radio for background noise is cool too.
The snow is gone FINALLY, that is always cool (no pun intended, get it, snow, cool? right). We been having some weird seasonal changes around here lately. Didn't finally get any snow until like January and that only lasted a month or so and more would drop on us. By March the snow was pretty much melting away and then it was gone. Needless to say when we got hit with a bunch of snow about a week or so ago I wasn't to thrilled. Afterall, it is SPRING time and Baseball is in full swing... That means no snow boys and girls (hehe).
Eh... Don't know what else to say right now so I'll prolly just take my leave. Peace and love to my baby girl and all my closest, truest, life long friends (you know who you are).
Wednesday, April 9th, 2003
Well, it's been a little over three weeks since my baby girl and I fell in love and about two weeks since I introduced her to my friends. Our love is so strong, it's almost unbelievable really, but it's all so true and it's possibly the best thing to happen to either of us.
I'm still not sure what all I intend to do with this place. Love Notes was originally supposed to be away messages I leave to her on AIM... I just really got into these song pages she showed me and about two weeks ago (coincidence?) I decided on Love Notes being a site similar to the ones she showed me. I remembered lots of sappy songs that I liked, but never really admitted to because before her, listening to these songs made me hurt inside because I was so alone with no hope of finding a love like her... And there were songs that I found or that she asked me to listen to and it just made me think of her and that's kind of how Love Notes took shape as I saw each song as some kind of note that I would leave her...
The site (Love Notes) is coming along fabulously in my opinion. Huge and very special thanks to you baby girl for all the help, I know I was pig-headed about doing stuff for this on my own, but you showed me the error of my ways *wink* (hehe). All the work on the images she has done for the song pages have been great or better. Even if you won't admit it baby girl, they have been great... My personal favorite to date is A Love of a Lifetime with the two little kids together. Beautiful, just like you *wink*...
The two pages Faithfully and These Days are very special to me for another reason. Showing one of the many reasons why I love her soooo much, her caring and compassion for others. Namely my best friend ever, Kevin, who has been feeling down a lot, she used her heart to make These Days and we presented it to him and he broke down in tears he was so happy. I cried my eyes out as well, just knowing that it meant it so much to him and that he's really come to accept her in our lives...
The other is Faithfully and it's for my friend Rob and his long time girlfriend, Becky, who has been having some problems of late of her own. Di, being the angel that she is really took it upon herself to do something nice for them. The image is very well done and it has some hidden meaning(s) to it that we hope they find and understand. I won't go into it here, just pray that they love it and see the meaning of it.
Well, that's about it for me right now, I'm out.
