Lyrics
Look Away
By: AJ
well I am not sure what I am doing here today
I am not sure what my words mean anymore
I just want take a ride past the day when I felt
the sun touch my skin and I saw the pearls in your eyes
I look for the day where I can be
...where I can be someone I'm not
the people I've come across today tell me the sun doesn't shine everyday
I hope they are lying because I believe in you
I believe in us.
and when the day looked grey...
I looked away.
when the sun shined, I made sure I didn't miss one ray.
I'm tired of looking away...
in how many words can you say inconsiderate?
with the time I've had, I thought of many ways
you wouldn't know.
you may never know
all the days I've spent thinking about you
and how much it sucks that you are probably thinking of someone else
the sun hasn't shined like on that day I met an angel
everyday -- it has looked greyer and greyer....
time kills everything and nothing may ever remain the same
it drives me insane
it drives me insane
and when the day looked grey
I looked away.
when the sun shined, I made I didn't miss one ray.
I'm tired of looking away...
when was the last time you saw the sun shine?
yesterday?
the day before?
I bet you have, I bet you have.
the water is cold and the floor is colder
the pictures on the shelves make me want to cry
tonight will be the rest of my life
because I'm tired of looking away
away from everywhere I thought I was.
because those pictures make me realizes all the deception that went on
I just want to feel like this was real
don't tell me it was a sparkle and fade
that's bullshit
The Ghost That Stayed
By: Aly M
come here let me whisper
a secret in you're ear
i promise
oh, i promise you it wouldnt be anything
that will keep you from sleeping well
i could count all the palm trees from miami to hollywood
but it still wouldnt add up to all the guilt
that's left in your eyes
i just don't know what to say to you anymore
i am floating through that glass house without any doors
i just wish i could say i was cured
i just wish i was cured
lets just drive past that horizon
where the skyline looks different than in my dreams
i see you walking away from me all dust and blue spirals
as the melting sky caves in but
this isn't, this isn't the end of it yet
(repeat, repeat, repeat)
i just dont know what do say to you anymore
your ghost just stole what this song was for
i just wish it was the same
why can't it be the same?
if only we could break that mirror
where your ghost still stays
then maybe i could sleep
without you
we could wipe the blood off the dashboard
and earse the figure prints
off the windows
we need to shut that ghost back into it's grave
then maybe we could drive
home
if only i knew how do tell your mood by the color of the sky
or by the seasons of you're songs
then i wouldn't have to feel like guessing all the time
and i wouldn't have always sing alone
End (Someday)
By: AJ
today I felt much better realizing that you are not going to be there.
I am not sure why...why?
I'll see you on Sunday.
the only day of the week where they seek comfort.
the rest is a strife.
I've come to peace with my life.
or I'm lying.
I lied my face off...
...to myself.
How could I be so cold?
and that's the way it'll be.
I've grown old.
and this is the way it has been.
did you see the moon last night?
I didn't get to.
I was busy trying to remind myself how bad it sucked.
wait, were you drinking out last night again?
getting burned at the park?
someone changing your voicemail again? ha
Bullshit. I don't need this shit.
I've come to peace, and I'll end you.
I'll end you.
How could I be so cold?
and that's the way it'll be.
I've grown old.
and this is the way it has been.
the street lights at night look marvelous in the eyes of a walker.
do you know what they look like?
I hope someday you will like I do.
because the pictures on my walls never looked better under my bed.
that's where yours went.
that's where everything is at.
and I hope to get rid of it someday...someday....
I'll end you...I'll end you...someday....
...out of my head...out of my head......
n...e...v...e...r..
Your Ashes
by: Aly M
You should've sent your pictures
so your words wouldn't be alone
but I just wanted something to fill
the margins in between
and I thought you wanted a light
to stay with you in the dark
but you just wanted me to be your shadow
as you walked away
You said that this world
was your ashtray
and why do you have to burn something
to find a light?
it's crumbling away
my hope is falling
falling
falling
falling away
falling
falling
and it wouldn't ever be
caught again
falling
falling
falling away
and I see the light before it comes down on me
you shouldn't have opened your mouth
you shouldn't have said I had to wait
for it to be the same
and you said that you
would never do this again
Like You Promised
by: AJ
I hope it rains on you today
because it has been raining on me ever since I met you
I haven't seen the sun since may of last year
I never did bring you that sweater on that cold night
I wish I could've been there
because I would give up everything just to be with you
I still remember that morning when I got up and felt the sun shine down
the train ride seemed never ending
till the cab stopped and then the world stopped
or did I go to heaven?
I felt like I was...
I felt like I was...
lightning has never looked so beautiful
more morbid then the music I've been listening to since the day you left
since the day I realized the sand had gone through my hands
I never built a castle
but I sure had no help either
maybe at first...
I never did get to see anything around my neck
just like you promised
just like you promised we'd run away together
like you promised the ocean
like you promised me your heart
when I got hope and disappointment
the money never really mattered to me
you should have seen all the fights I went through
to get you
all the hassle
rain or shine -- I was there
a year wasted, I would say I am sorry
but what am I sorry for?
I guess the only person I am sorry for is myself
a well wasted year
WHY?! WHY?! WHY?!
I WAS LEFT ON STAND-BY!
I NEVER KNEW HOW TO GET-BY!
ALL THAT IS LEFT IS GOOD-BYE!
GOOD-BYE!
GOOD-BYE, BITCH!
AND I HOPE YOU FEEL WHAT I'M FEELING!!
AND I HOPE YOU ARE FEELING WHAT I'M FEELING!!
'CAUSE YOU FUCKING RUINED MY LIFE!
YOU RUINED MY LIFE...
YOU RUINED MY FUCKING LIFE...
