Is wake up every morning and be happy

I mean carefree
And all I wanna do
Is love my man and be sure that my family
Is okay and I wanna sing

The songs that I write in my head

On a stage in a big place
And I wanna laugh

Until tears fall down my face and my abs are aching

(Hook)
Is that too much to ask in life to have
Nothing but the sweetest days
Too much for one to have or is it wishful thinking

(Verse 2)
Oh I wanna send
My little brother Solomon to college with no problem

And how I hope the children that I sponsor down in Chile
They get the money I send

And I wanna fly to Paris once a year for a vacation with my husband
And how I hope the nations will stop fighting and find sweet peace

Somewhere down deep

(Hook)

(Bridge)
I want my soul to fly free without a single worry
Fear or anxiety could it be possible for all I wish to have

(Hook)

(Verse 1)

Woke up this morning feeling so bad

Out my window it was raining

Didn’t even feel like running

Didn’t feel like doing anything

And the phone wouldn’t stop ringing

No my head wouldn’t stop pounding

I feel so down I don’t know why

There’s something overwhelming me inside

(Hook-repeat)

Just one of those days

Just another day

It don’t go your way

And tomorrow can’t come soon enough for me

(Verse 2)

Gotta get up anyhow

I can’t afford to lose no hours

Got a deadline that I must meet

Every second matters to me

Hard to function feeling like this

But I got to keep on going

A minor hurdle to get over

I’ve got through things much darker and colder

(Bridge)

Why does it seem like the hours are much longer

Like the day just won’t be over tell me why

Why do they come

When you least expect them always

You can never predict those days

(Hook)

(Hook)

Why must I fit into your box

To make this relationship work

I am human not perfection

I can’t be your superwoman

(Verse 1)

Please tell me what you wanna do

Cause I can’t waste anymore time

It seems nothings good enough for you

Tryin’ please you drives me outta my mind

Who do you think I’m supposed to be

This flawless thing is how you picture me

But I can’t measure up to that and I won’t try

Cause I can only be me baby

(Hook)

(Verse 2)

You know I wanna be with you

But you ask for what I can’t give

I won’t compromise myself for you

For my own self I must live

All I can do is love you best I can

That don’t include changing who I am

And I know that I love you good so don’t think

That you should try to hold on to me

(Bridge)

There is only one me

Don’t paint an image of what you want me to be

That’s not what we need

I won’t be trapped into what your eyes want to see

(Verse 1)

Maybe I am foolishly in love with

Someone that is

Not exactly on the same page, that I am on

Well all my friends keep telling me stop

Walking round so blindly

But when he calls they’re not around

To ever remind me

(Hook – repeat)

Maybe this isn’t love, but if it isn’t love then really what is love

Maybe I don’t need to know what’s really love,

Cause when he’s around he got me feeling some kinda way

(Verse 2)

I guess I kind of notice he don’t, always act so kindly

But that doesn’t stop my hunger, hunger for his heart

Why should I listen to those, who think that I should move on

Maybe what they see as drama, I see more as art

(Hook)

(Bridge)

Can’t seem to get past how he makes me feel

May not be love but it feels so real

Can’t go with what they say must follow my heart,

But now is that even being true to me

Maybe I’m happy, truly content

Maybe this is as good as it gets

Do I have faith in my confidence

Or am I just thinking all hopelessly

(Hook)

5. Music

(Verse 1)

As far back as I recall

You’ve played a major part

Inspired me to see my place in life

You give me reason to create

Everyday is brand new

There’s something you introduce

And you’ve touched me in those places

That no one but you can reach

(Hook)

You take me to this high

I feel like I can fly

The melodies you send me

The music of my heart

The music of my mind

The music of my soul the music in me

(Verse 2)

So here I am at this place

I’ve tried to get to all my life

Where I can give you all y love so much

Where many people we can touch

I won’t disappoint you

Show me the world I’ll go with you

No limitation to our journey

Please help me be all I can be

(Hook)

(Bridge)

I’ve been in love with you with all my life

Through everything it’s been just you and I

You know my true thoughts what is deep inside

You allow me to interpret them through you

(Hook)

(Verse 1)

Last night I cried tossed and turned

Woke up with dry eyes

My mind was racing, feet were pacing

Lord help me please tell me

What I have gotten into

Ran my three miles to clear my mind

It always helps me out, it’s my therapy

When I’m losing it which is usually

(Hook)

I’m on an emotional rollercoaster

Loving you ain’t nothing healthy

Loving you was never good for me

But I can’t get off

This emotional rollercoaster

Loving you ain’t nothing healthy

Loving you was never good for me

(Verse 2)

Yesterday I told myself I was gonna be okay

Gonna start a new day be truly happy

I was gonna take control of me

But eventually reality hit me

Mentally, physically, emotionally

And I opened my eyes and realized

That I was still being taken for a constant ride

(Bridge)

So tired of you making love to me

Then disappearing so suddenly up and down it goes

I’m tired of you pacifying me with promises you know

That you’ll never keep

Round and round it goes

(Hook)

7. Final Hour

(Verse 1)

I loved you just too much

You owned me emotions devoted completely

You had me I couldn’t see

No one else by myself

I remained through the pain

You were all that mattered

But now I know there’s better

(Hook)

So I walked away while it rained down my face

I turned away from the pain of hurting me

(Verse 2)

I gave you full control

My mind my body soul

Confusion delusions untruthful unfaithful

Weighed down my self-esteem

Never again will I give

My power to be me

And be free now I see

(Hook)

8. No Sittin' By The Phone

(Verse 1)

We used to sit over there

That was your favorite chair

But now I sit here alone

I can still smell your scent

So fresh in my head

Still feel you kiss me goodbye

I washed clothes today

Found some of your garments

Guess you forgot them when you left

Took out the trash as you would

And dined by myself

Guess I better get used to this

(Hook)

We used to sit over there

That was your favorite chair

But now I sit here alone

No use cryin’ bout it

I’ll have to do without it

And no I won’t sit by the phone

(Bridge)

Ooo it’s not like you did me right

I was just comfortable and used to you

Now I see I must first love me

And maybe Mr. Right will come strolling along

(Hook)

(Verse 1)

I feel you looking at me thinking that my happiness

Is just a front and I still want you like I id back then

You walk around this town like

You’re somebody’s king

But baby trust me there ain’t nothing that could

Make me hungry for you again

(Hook)

I’m not affected you’ve been rejected

Written off my heart

There is no debt here to be collected

I don’t want no part how many times do I have to say it

You used to be smart

I’m not affected you’ve been rejected

I don’t want no more

(Verse 2)

You used to walk and I got weak

I used to tremble for your speech

You used to get up in my head

When you crawled into my bed you had me thinking stupidly

Like you and I would someday be

But that’s just it baby I’m not affect by you baby

(Hook)

(Bridge)

You don’t make or break me baby

Maybe you just can’t tell I’m not under you spell

I’ve become immune to you

You used to running back but I won’t let you do that

(Hook)

(Verse 1)

When I wake up all I want is for him to take me away

To that incredible comfort zone inside that beautiful place

It’s where I need to release tension so that I can feel brand new

And reach that height that only one in this whole world can take me to

(Pre Hook)

All the time I want you baby, all the time I need you honey, all the time I gotta have you sugar

Because I’m addicted

All the time I want you baby, all the time I need you honey, all the time I gotta have you sugar

It belongs to me

(Hook – repeat)

I’m  fanatically, addicted see, the way that he be loving me

It’s like a drug or some bad habit

Since it’s mine, I got to have it

(Verse 2)

Feels like, like I never had it right

Cause before this,

There was so much emotional pain, nothing positive to gain

But I’m loved, full and completely now

Not just a physical thang

But its something spiritual

(Pre Hook)

Vamp

I just gotta have it, I’m a fanatic (4X)

(Hook)

^^T O P^^

(Verse 1)

Shoulda known, when I looked into those eyes, I was going to be free

From the bondage of those who never loved me

And I shoulda known, when he simply touched my hand, he would understand

All of my wants and all of my needs

You were sent alone to love me

(Hook – repeat)

Ain’t nothing but love

And it’s getting sweeter and sweeter

Like heaven on earth

Won’t you just give me more and more

(Verse 2)

You love me baby, winter, spring, summer and fall

And it’s like I’m blinded

I see no one but you at all

Just the sound of your voice gives me

Chills up my spine and ooo it just thrills me when

You love me all night

Your lips speak to me in a language I never knew, but oh how

I understand your heart

When it feels the love from you

(Hook)

(Verse 1)

I’ll never hurt you

And you will never shed a tear for me

I know you’re tired of

Being in and out of love with nothing to show

Nowhere to go

But back to the same one only with a different face

But now you are in a different place

And if my words don’t comfort you

Time will surely prove

That I’ll do just what I say

(Hook)

I’ll only be good to you

Be like I should to you

Be everything to you bring you nothing but the good stuff

I’ll give you good love

I’ll only be good to you

Be like I should to you

Be everything to you

Said I’ll be good to you

Be like I should to you

Be everything to you said I’ll be good to you

Only be good to you

(Verse 2)

You say it’s too good to be

And I agree that’s the way it seems

Except for my instincts telling me something else

It’s not a rebound or playground

But something that’s real

I’ve got so much to give you

So don’t you dare hesitate to receive it

If my words don’t comfort you

Time will surely prove

That I’ll do what I say and more

(Hook)

(Bridge)

I’ll always be there when you fall

Never doubt my heart at all

It’s you that I’ve chosen you are my focus

And this ain’t no phony disguise

You can see if you look down deep

They’ll be nothing but good love

Good love coming from me

(Hook)

13. Complete

(Verse 1)

What a blessing

How you found me

How you conquered me

And you showed me showed me so much

Just how it should be

Sometimes I wake up when you’re sleeping

Just to watch you dream

I kiss you eyelids and tell you thank you

For this reality

(Hook)

You love me incredibly

From my head to the soles of my feet

You know you make me complete baby

And you love me outstandingly

Can’t contain it need a moment to breath

Keep on lving me baby

(Verse 2)

When you’re away from me I wait anxiously

Sometimes I barely sleep

Cause I’m just so used to you

Being wrapped up in you in between our sheets

I’m so exited for the future what we’re gonna be

I’ve got this glow everyone knows someone is loving me

(Hook)

(Bridge)

Oh you do something to me

When you look in my eyes

The very touch of your brings me to life

It’s the ultimate crazy stuff

Just amazing love

Keep it coming to me cause

(Hook)

(Verse 1)

The days are overwhelming

I swear I just can’t tell if I’m

Coming or going wish I was all knowing

Cause I wanna fly but what if I fall right on my face

But I can’t stop here I gotta face my fear

Or everyday before this was in vein

(Hook)

So I got to keep on going on

And I can’t stop for nothing

So I got to keep on going on and on and on

(Verse 2)

My anxiety is killing me

Sleepless nights I must defeat

Cause nothing’s really wrong

Guess it just took so long

For me to get to the place

I wanted to be

Now that I’m here I gotta face my fear

Or everyday before this was in vein

(Hook)

(Bridge)

I’ve gotta hold my head up high

Can’t settle for just a little bit of sky

Can’t be afraid to spread my wings and fly

I’ve gotta turn my dreams into life

(Hook)