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aWw..and u missed it!?
::gUestbOok::
loOk? :: siGn?
..pOst a nEw entRy..
mOre jOurnals anyOne?
abiGail
armee
eriCa
fatiMa
jimbizzle
kari
lina
mara

mOre sites?
BadAzz, Inc.


dha best type of muSic?
hip-hop/r&b/rap
 16%
oldies
 16%
jazz
 4%
slowjams/lovesongs
 16%
country
 0%
opera
 0%
rock
 12%
punk rock
 28%
alternative
 0%
classical
 8%
Votes: 25
cOmments: 1
resUlts and cOmments


`da sadness comes wen its least xpectd.it shot out of da dark,n slammd in ur face.da hurt it brings.cant b stopped.da hurt it brings cant b cured.jus wen i thot things were alright .u came in n broke my heart.my stomach's full of buttrflies.da thot of u gone, it tears me apart.i remember u n me wen we used to.laugh all night until we fell asleep.n i kno we're thru.but i've still got thots of u left inside my head.well,in my head..da love that i have for u.is done n dead,it's so far away.n u're still here in my head.n you're still here.you'll never leave my heart.so stop me now.stop my thots coz u're killin me.but u dun kno.even tho we've grown apart.i'll still b there for u.coz i dun wanna b jus a memory to u.`

Wednesday, July 02 2003

thanks, sky!


well, yesterday on erica’s tag, she reminded me of the “REMIX” lol..and so I emailed sky, and he gave the lyrics to me..lol..havent heard this in so long..*tear*..NOT! but yeah..memories mayn..lol..and stinky PE clothes..well certain people with yellow sweaters..*ahem*..yUcK..hehe..well here are the lyrics [too many lyrics?]

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You Remind Me (Squirrely Remix)

To my would-be girl if I liked her..haha

CHORUS:
You remind me of a squirrel
That I once knew
It lived up in a tree
And ate nuts, like you
You wouldn't believe all the things
That it humped, too
This is why
I just can't get with you

VERSE 1:
See this squirrel
Sorta looked just like you
She even ate nuts
The way you do
Soooo, in its mouth
It could fit 2,
This is why
I just can't get with you

CHORUS

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[courtesy of "the oreO"]
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::moOd:: =)
::playin`:: course of nature- "caught in the sun"


:: sCribbled by 2elf1sh

Tuesday, July 01 2003

sOo bOred..

I’m bored. AOL, even though it sucks.. [‘sucks to your ass-mar’ sorry..hadda say it] has this firstbreak thing, and this one person, Tehree sings hella good..the demo song’s nice too, just excuse the milk n turnip crApp..it messes up the song..and Last Week, the rock group, is good too..hmm..who will win? Hah..like you care..

saw the Audioslave video that MTV wouldn’t show..it’s for the song “Show Me How To Live,” and the song’s pretty cool..in the video the person Chris Cornell plays kills himself by crashing his car into this wall thingy..prolly why MTV won’t show it? [don’t worry, kari, he’s not really dead..]

I wanna see Pirates of the Caribbean..just a thought..gOtta lie to go I think.. x_X

more nice lyrics..

Tehree- “Everybody Can't Be Everything”

When I was young and growing up I was naive.
Thought if I was nice and smiled everyone
Would like me.
But the more I smiled the more that it came
Clear to me.
Some people you like, some people you love
And some become enemies.

Why look for water when you know the well is
Dry. People change but they don't change
Their ways overnight.
You can't get blood from a turnip or milk
From honeydew.
Just remember everybody can't be
Everything for you.

Everybody smiling in your face ain't always
Happy for you.
Everybody giving daps and hugs don't really
Care about you.
So be careful what the people who are around
You do or say.
Some of them are true and
Others are fake and behind your back they'll Hate.

Why look for water when you know the well is
Dry. People change but they don't change
Their ways overnight.
You can't get blood from a turnip or milk
From honeydew.
Like mama said everybody can't be
Everything for you.

Remember you've got everything you need.
Don't let the world convince you you're less
Than you are.
You can't be a friend to everyone.
Because a friend to everyone, is a friend to None.

Ever wondered if your friend's a true friend or
Just somone passing that you know.
If it seems too good to be true it is
Everything that glitters ain't gold.
If you find yourself alone not knowing
Who to call
Or Where to turn to.
Remember mama when she said to you,
There is nothing prayer would do.
Son why look for water when you know
Your well is dry.
People change but they don't change
Their ways overnight.
You can't get blood from a turnip or milk
From honeydew.
Baby boy everybody can't be
Everything for you.

You can't get blood from a turnip or milk
From honeydew.
Like mama said everybody can't be
Everything for you.

::moOd:: =)
::playin`:: three doors down- "so i need you"

:: sCribbled by 2elf1sh

Thursday, June 26 2003

anOther day in the life..

last night, i stay up til 12 just because i had nothing better to do listening to Linkin Park’s Hybrid Theory cd..[i stilllll want the new one! hah..and the Daredevil soundtrack..] that cd is hella mother freaking good! haha.. all u Linkin Park haters, iOno bout chu guys! haha..j/m..

so i get woken up this morning by my mom, and she shakes me hella..and she doesn’t say, “get up.” yenno what she says? “leo is already making money and you’re lying there sleeping!?” that was first, second, AND third thing that i heard this morning..sheesh, leo! makin’ me look bad!! lol..kiddin’ kiddin’..

it’s too hot!! argh, mayn! i getting’ kinna dizzy, feelin’ like i’m sittin’ on a slant er sumthin..

i wanna develop mah pictures!! buht i have like 7 shots left! i gotta get erica and fatima that *ahem* picture! lol..u guys gonna hafta fight over it.. or like cut it down the middle, and whoever’s side has the “thing” on it, then they get it! lol..juss kiddin.. you two figure that out..i think i might have to lie again and say that my 36 shot film was only 24 shots, and then i gotta smuggle 12 pics out, take the sheet that shows the samples, and leave the negatives of 24 shots..im a pro at this ..lol.. i’m not being bad..im just not showing my parents the ones with the guys in it coz they’re gonna go crazy..they gon wonder why charles is in almost every pic..and since theyre crazy enuff to think im goin out with micky anyways [it’s sooo funny..] then i can leave that there..mischevious..brilliant..crazy..so crazy it just …might….work! [master of disguise!]

incase u dint know, i cant IM no more on AIM [yes, craig, i know you'll suffer! lol]..mah parents n bro spyin on me..[my dad even tried to look at what i was dOin with a camcorder..it dint work! if he was smart he'd use the camera and the 8 inch long lens..haha]..crazy people, my family..

i will now gO and return to the reality of this hOme..[ahhhh!].."you are my daily dose of reality.." [either Linkin Park or Creed..??]

payCe..leavin u wit some lyrics..

Creed- "One Last Breath"

Please come now I think I'm falling
I'm holding to all I think is safe
It seems I found the road to nowhere
And I'm trying to escape
I yelled back when I heard thunder
But I'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down

I'm looking down now that it's over
Reflecting on all of my mistakes
I thought I found the road to somewhere
Somewhere in His grace
I cried out heaven save me
But I'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down

Sad eyes follow me
But I still believe there's somthing left for me
So please come stay with me
'Cause I still believe there's something left for you and me
For you and me
For you and me

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking



::moOd:: =)
::playin`:: hoobastank- "right before your eyes"

:: sCribbled by 2elf1sh

Monday, June 23 2003

later on..

so..uhh..that last entry was so old [like 5 minutes! lol]..but here comes a new one newayz. short, but still new..

i finished reading Snow Falling On Cedars..it's a very cool boOk..even tho it was 300+ pages, it was worth it..

i wanna get out of this house so freakin bad, yenno! i so wanna take you guys up on that "let's hang out sometime," but you gotta get me past the guards..lol..i aint never gon get outta here..arGh..maybe after graduation, huh?

arGh..so boooooooooooored. i need help. and fast. mental institution? sounds like a nice place. haha..j/m..

::mOOd:: [?]_[?]

::playin`:: percy sledge- "when a man loves a woman"

:: sCribbled by 2elf1shp>

so unfair.

and don't say "Life's Unfair."!! haha

so it's monday, and saturday was the Lewis vs. Klitschko fight..actually very..uhmm..interesting..now, i know that most of you [maybe none] follow boxing and/or like it very much..but that's ok..i will ramble anyhow..that shit shoulda been over in the 4th round..that cut was so nasty [ewwwwwwwww! and owwwwwww!], but they ended the fight before the 7th round [..i think] ..anywayz, Lewis won the giht even tho he shuldntve..BLEGH..but yeah..and for the record, Lewis is a cocky ass asshole! haha..

that's it for now..

more later..payCe

::moOd:: >=/ [but i wont be soon]
::playin`:: aaron hall- "i miss you"

p.s. kari, if you read this, how f*ckn dare u call me GHANDI! lol..i wasnt trying to sound smart, it just comes naturally! lol..hella juss f*ckn messin..im on a cussin roll here..



:: sCribbled by 2elf1sh

wOo hOo..boredom.
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Job9 to 5 Lifer
PersonalityProcrastinator (If The Apathy Doesn't Kill Me)
TemperamentCheck My Pulse
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aww..this shnitz is a lie.. 21, not 20! wtf? and the whole uhh..sexual shit..fuck no! lol..and a nobel prize? ok, Belligerent, maybe...just maybe..[where the hell do u people find these quizzes?!]


:: sCribbled by 2elf1sh

Thursday, June 19 2003

finally a new entry..

so i'm finally on for once..summer is so boring..get me out of here.. x_X.. at least i had stupid PCA last year..hah..

so newayz..havent talked to anyone in a couple of days..maybe im purposely doing it? but, for those people who have left voicemails and have not had a response from me, sorry! been real tired for no reason at all.. but sleep is a good thing..

my hair is gonna be cut today..i hate short hair..bLegh..

so this damn eng H and history hw is piling up..have u seeeeeeeen the size of the book for eng that are on that list?! friggin 500+ pages n ish.. imma die.. [no, unfortunately for you, not really] but there's this beautiful thing that will save my life called Sparknotes.com.. it's not cheating.. it's like having a study partner that just happens to know almost everything about the book.. =)

for my friends that have graduated, you all suck! lol..j/m..congrats, really.. hOpe you all go to UC Chabot! hehe.. see you there..shuld pull you out of class sometime! yeah right..like i'd do that..heh

summer is boring. music, movies, and pokemon are the only things keeping me sane.. some friends are making me go mad more than keeping me sane..i blame you!

i do not want to see my chem grade..a D+ on my report card cant be good.. i can see it now.. my parents lecturing me.. again.. telling me they're disappointed..blah blah blah..the usual..

gon go..maybe imma take a nap..or listen to music..

::moOd:: sleepy..
::playin`:: weekend excursion- "i finally found you"

:: sCribbled by 2elf1sh