Lyrics

"Goodbye" (I'm sorry)

Time has run out, for me, everything's distant and I don't know what to believe, it's so hard, lost in the world's confusion and I need to leave, for awhile, life is so meaningless there is nothing worth a smile, so goodbye, I'll miss you.... I'm sorry, but this is my fate, everything is worthless, no one who wants me to stay, and I'm sorry, but I've waited too long, so here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me, I'm not worth any tears... It's been the years, of abuse, neglected to treat the disorder that's controlled my youth, for so long, I'm in a fleshy tomb burried up above the ground, it's no use, why should I hold on it's been five years don't need one more, so goodbye, life's abuse....

"I Miss You"

Yesterday was full of tears, knowing death has just been here, all was lost but not forgot, the pain controls my every thought, a new day's battle has begun, all was lost and nothing's won, I can't wait to see the day, when the tears all go away....I miss you, I kissed you, when we layed you in your grave, I need you to believe you, things were meant to be this way...Today came with shattered dreams, everything's not what it seems, don't think death won't come get you, cause it will life's misconstrued, though my battle's just begun, I'm dropping arms and going to run, I can't wait to see the day, when the tears all go away....I did nothing at all, it's all my fault your gone, your face on my wall, it tells it all, you will live on....

"Forget"

Wasted time, wasted breath, and for what there's nothing left, my pillow's crisp, the tears have dried, her selfish ways, my bloodshot eyes...I used to wake up everyday and hear her voice, but now waking up isn't the preferred choice...Holding back the anger and giving up my pride, I wish I could have seen what she would do with her lies, clinging on to sanity but crossing the lines, a new day awaits, for my fake smile...A whole new day, a fresh new start, forget it ever happened forget things fell apart, but now that she's not in my life, every little thing I see has lost it's shine...The countless hours I spent trying to please her, would the time have been wasted had this not occured...Holding back the anger and giving up my pride, staring at her picture with a tear in my eye, it's difficult to hold back all these feelings I hide, taking in deep breaths I'm too numb inside...

"Change"

Everyone is watching, everyone is waiting, everywhere we look now, all there is is hating, we just have no tolerance, we don't compromise, all we are is worthless objects, in our own damn eyes, caring for each other, just does not exist, all we want to do is solve our problems with our fists....So let's change this, rearrange this, don't contribute, try to change it, be forgiving, to all living, because life's too short to hold a grudge for time, please just try...Everyone is watching, everyone is waiting, no one's even hopeful, everyone's so jaded, good times never come and bad times always seem to last, everything's so screwed up cause we live our lives too fast...

"Sweet Dreams"

I want you, I need you, I love your personality, your bright eyes, resupply, my head knowing that your just like me...With everyday that passes by, the more I come to realize your everything I need, and everynight I lay in bed with all my thoughts still left unsaid, all night restless sleep, so sweet dreams....Your in pain, he's to blame, I pull you up close to me, your eyes tear, I'm right here, pain goes away girl it will be alright...

"Forgotten"

There was a time, when all was perfect, no worries, but now that's blurry, we had something, that no one had, but it's all gone now, ain't that so sad, he came along, took you away, he opened his arms wide, there you stayed, you smiled, and waved goodbye, and for the last time, I looked in your eyes...Love can fade, can break away, can be forgotten, but not replaced, you might lose hope, you might lose faith, but don't throw it all away, cause your afraid...Now all I ask, is for him to care, for him to treat you, like I were always there, but please don't love him, come back to me, I'm begging you, I'm on my knees, please don't forget, all the times we spent, and all the places, we saw and went, you were soo happy, what did I do wrong, was I not good enough, all along...

"I Hope Your Proud"

It hurts so much,to see you with him, I can't begin, and now I long, just for a kiss, it's you I miss...Why, can't you try, to see, that I, am you, and you are me, but you've moved on and now I'm gone, goodbye, someday I will too I don't need you and I...You raped my mind and tore my heart, I hope your proud, I'm now unblind, a fresh new start, what to do now...make the pain go away, for me....

"Unforgettable Night"

I'm speechless, so impressed, I've forgotten all my pain, your presence, in essence, makes it go away, please take the seat next to me...You're just a stranger to me, but somehow you've changed how I think, you saved me from my past, with just a harmless dance...Sedated, I hate it, too afraid to make a move, you're so friendly, the night's ending, I still haven't made a move, please can I see you again, I don't want this night to end...Falling from, your heart-shaped noose, that my dull teeth, helped cut me through, falling fast, into your arms, the night's so cold, the air's so warm...