Never Let Go
Chapter 13- The World Sux!
~*Taylor’s Point Of View*~
I couldn’t sleep at all that night. I kept thinking of how I could’ve possibly gotten so wrapped up in Katie that I forgot Amanda. Some how I had to make it up to her. I looked at my watch and saw that it was 7:00am. I had gotten no sleep last night. I wonder if Manda is up yet. I climbed out of bed and went through the bathroom doors (which she shut last night, after slamming her door in my face.) and saw her sleeping in her bed. She looked like an angel. I sighed and went back to my room. I decided to listen to the radio, automatically turning it to my favorite radio station. ‘I Do It For You’ by Bryan Adams was playing. I lied back on my bed and thought some more about my relationship with Katie and what it was doing to my relationship with my best friend. Maybe dating Katie wasn’t the best idea in the world, but she did something to me that no one ever had before. I didn’t know what it was. Maybe it was just lust, but it could be love, couldn’t it? I felt my eyelids getting heavy and finally nodded off.
~*Manda’s Point Of View*~
I woke up around 9:00am. I got out of bed and stubbed my toe. I was already in a bad mood from last night; this is just what I needed to make my mood even better.
" I need a shower." I muttered to no one in particular. I grabbed my shower stuff and clothes to change into. I was just about to open the door to the bathroom when I heard the water running.
"Great." I muttered. I decided to walk upstairs to take a shower somewhere up there. Just my luck, every shower in the house was OCCUPIED.
" Ugh!" I just shouldn’t have even bothered with getting out of bed this morning.
" I HATE THE WORLD! THE WORLD SUCKS!" I yelled coming back downstairs. By this time Taylor was out of the shower. He came out of his room clad in a towel. Uhmm... we won’t even get into what I was thinking right then.
" Why do you hate the world?" He asked. Simple question, but it really pissed me off. He was the main reason for my bad mood. Didn’t he get that? Or was he that fricken’ blonde?
" BECAUSE THE WORLD SUCKS!!!!!!!!!" I said stomping past him and into the bathroom. I slammed both doors and started the shower. No hot water. NO HOT WATER!!!!!!! Ugh... Figures it would all get used before I had a chance to use it. I climbed into the cold shower and started sobbing. It was all way too much. I hated Katie, and I hated it even more that she had just swooped in and stole Taylor before I even had the chance to realize what was happening. I hated her whole ‘I’m a cheerleader. So I’m better than you.’ attitude. I hated that Taylor liked it, and praised it as self-confidence. The thing I hated the most though, was that I was jealous of her. I was jealous that she had Taylor, and I didn’t. I was jealous because she lived in Tulsa and could actually be with him. I was jealous because she had his complete and undivided attention, and he no longer seemed to need me. It hurt so badly and I hated crying about it. I promised myself that I wasn’t going to cry over it or anything related to it. I had already broken that promise hundreds of times this week, and I wasn’t sure if I’d stop breaking it anytime soon.
~*Taylor’s Point Of View*~
I’m she thought that I couldn’t, but I heard her sobbing. I had no clue why. Probably something with Matt, it was always something with Matt. She’d been crying all week about him. He was a jerk and she honestly needed to just get over him, but she was my friend. My BEST friend, and I would be there to talk to her when she was ready to. I pulled on my other shoe and grabbed my car keys. I was going over to Katie’s. Something she had to tell me or something. The drive there, as always, was short. She only lived the next block over.
*sorry this chapter is so short. chapter 14 will be up soon*
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