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Dear Diary,

Sorry I haven’t written in so long. It’s been a hectic these last two years. I’ve done a lot of volunteer work, and I’ve had to deal with applying for college and SAT’s. Shit like that. Right now I’m in my dorm room at the University of Georgia. Kendra and me are the only ones here right now. We’re waiting for our two other roommates to show up. We don’t know anything about them except that they’re our age and they’re guys. Kendra’s hoping that one of the guys is Ryan. He hasn’t told her yet to which dorm he’s assigned, so she’s been freaking out the past couple of days. I don’t particularly care at this point. Just as long as they’re cool and easy to get along with, oh and they have to like parties. Haha. Well, you’re probably wondering by now if Taylor and me are still together. We’re not. We broke up in the December after we got together. Just barely five months. I suppose it was the distance, or maybe he didn’t love me as much as he proclaimed he did. Maybe he did, but was just so horny he couldn’t help himself. Either way the fact remains that Taylor slept with another girl. He called me up the next morning crying about it because he felt so guilty. Well, damnit he should! He explained that he’d gone to one of Ryan’s parties and had one too many drinks. He wasn’t himself and he was sorry and he still loved me so much and blah...blah...blah...blah...blah...I calmly told him to rot in hell and then hung up. He called a couple more times before finally getting the picture. Zac called one time to tell me how broken hearted and depressed Taylor was about it. Honestly, I’ll admit that I was worried about him, boyfriend or no boyfriend, he was still my best friend. That changed after we broke up though. We didn’t call anymore, no more e-mails. He still sent the occasional letter and picture. He called on both birthdays and sang me "Happy Birthday", a tradition we had had since the first summer we met. I called him too, but just to sing "Happy Birthday." He’d broken my heart and I couldn’t trust him anymore. Not even as my friend. Kendra and Krista had gone back several times to visit, over Christmas break, all through the summer, and sometimes they went for spring break too. Krista and Zac were still dating too. Still very much in love. Oh! Well, there’s someone here. Maybe it’s our new roommates! I’ll write later

PeaceLoveandBulletProofMarshMellies
Amanda