Borderline

Music by Pat Aguiar, Lyrics by Pat Aguiar and Lenny Sousa

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Sitting in my room, staring at the wall

Everything is closing in and everything seems small

I'm getting restless, my life is such a bore

An end is something that I've never wanted more

I'll walk into the world and say my life I'll rearrange

But I shut my eyes and scream - knowing nothing'll ever change!

I'm drowning in my world and I can't come up for air.

Everything is broken and I don't care.

I'm crying out for help, and I need someone to know

How deperate I can be, and just how far I'll go.

After all my screaming, I still feel like shit.

I wonder how to help myself, just a little bit.

Then I get ideas of how to ease my pain,

I reach for my lighter and I know I can't refain!

Spark the flint and see its soothing flame.

This is my answer, the others aren't the same.

I smell the searing skin, and I see the bloody burn,

It gives me my old comfort, that's what I've learned.

After I've helped myself, I feel so alone.

I know I've got a problem, and I'm on my own.

I start to break down, I know how fucked I am.

I don't wanna hurt myself, but I know I'll do it again!

Drowning in my world and I can't come up for air

Everything is broken and I don't care

Crying out for help, I need someone to know

How deperate I can be, just how far I'll go.

Drowning in my world and I can't come up for air

Everything is broken and I don't care

Crying out for help, I need someone to know

How deperate I can be, just how far I'll go!

You Just Keep On Pushing My Love Over The Borderline...