Purple Poetry Page
This is MY poetry, it is all original work, by me, enless another author's name is by it. This is updated as I write these... so be sure to come back, and let me know what you think. Thanks, Luv yas!
Loving You
Your smile is contagious/ With infectious laughter/ Eyes penetrating deep into my soul/ Your clumsy movements/ Now graceful/Like a dancer... so farmiliar/ Somewaht predictable/ Yet you surprise me none the less/ You've got me at the core/ And when we embrace/ I don't want to let go/ You feel like home/ So safe in your arms/ It's like we've never been apart/ You strike the cords in me/ Music to my heart/ And I believe in you/ Though your tides are without corse/ Divided I love you/ Together I love you/ And love is always enough
Three Bands
Three bands every Friday night/ Pound drums/ Play guitars with all their might/ Singers croon with hopes in sight/ Three bands see their name in lights/ The kids arrive/ The punks in Chucks for five bucks go inside/ The music pumps through amps into the air/ The crowd glistens with piercings and sweaty hair/ Jumping/ Moshing/ Nodding/ Dreams so high/ And above the cigarettes and drugs and chill outside/ Three bands play every Friday night Live.
Ziplock Pocket Memory
I hung on to your ever word/ Your stories off/ And mildly absurd/ You said you'd always think about me/ Now a ziplock pocket memory/ I held your hand out of sight/ I held you close through the night/ Lost in your safe embrace/ Fingertips traced your soft face/ Where I always want to be/ Now a ziplock pocket memory/ Your touch still lingers on my skin/ I try to block your empty words/ But they still get in/ Just one more moment to feel this way/ Lost in your eyes/ Tonight I pray for day/ I'm tired of losing/ But I just can't win/ I try to block your emtpy words/ But they still get in/ Just one more moment/ I beg you to stay/ I'll lay to rest/ Your ziplock pocket memory.
Stand Off
Silvery skies/ Above and I wonder/ Is it worth all the love/ To sit inside/ Laying alone/ Retiring nightly/ Only to dayly rise/ And find myself again Finding you/ Onward I go/ To imagine your face/ Lips like the sweet pettles clinging/ And swaying/ In the field of wild flowers that is you/ Parched I wait/ To indulge in thier honey necter/ Running freely/ But not to wait/ To sprint and bathe in the sun/ Setting slowly over the mountain I still hide in/ In the cave I still Wait/ Submerged in darkness/ Shawdows/ Abiding by their protection/ I only want to feel needed/ Useful/ Loved/ But the rain still falls.
Sonnet of Chris
Unable to hide the greif inside me/ The sorrow and anguish engulf my mind/ Troubled and shaking again you cross me/ Once dear to heart, now hatefully unkind/ I narrowly escape a broken heart/ Only fractured, a bit tarnished, not scarred/ Intentions unfaithful right from the start/ Can't fall again, nor let heart be left without guard/ But my heart won't stop thinking about you/ To touch you, Your words, Your face, lips, eyes, skin/ If I saw you I wonder what I'd do/ Would I kiss or kill you? Knowing I can't win?/ I'd try to hold you, you'd push me away/ My heart could never leave, but you won't stay.
Satin's Angel
Dry your eyes/ Cure my dry mouth/ As I cry/ Crying out to you/ Into you/ All around/ Sensing your discomfort/ With my senselesness/ I never meant to promise you never/ Because never only comes/ Once every forever/ Circling your soul/ And cornering your faith/ Another empty face/ Digging my nails to flesh/ You fail/ You bleed/ Ooozing red/ Burning the undead/ Feeding my addictions/ With your greed/ Injecting infection/ Just a fraction of your conscious connection/ Destroying self control/ Consistant pounding/ Pouring/ Overtaking your selfish selflesness/ I drain your veins/ I'm alive... inside/ Carving out your eyes/ So I can get a better look/ A new hook/ Blank/ Lifeless/ I feel so alive/ Next to cold/ Your cold/ Lifeless/ Motionless/ Still./ Your death contentment/ Is my sick thrill.
Realm(The Rape Poem)
Smile/ Pretend to occupy an existance/ That is of worth/ Importance/ Waste away/ Feel my pain/ The void/ The blackness/ Waste away the sky/ Waiting for time to die/ to fly away/ Waste away again/ Claiming sanity through the end/ Somewhere safe to pretend/ To bury the sun/ Hide the stars from the moon/ Envious to consume/ Waste away/ Inspiration abandoned/ Dreams stolen or forgotten/ Shoved to damnation/ Without an answer/ Alone we cry/ Bloody visions of hate/ Hell within reach/ Above the grass/ Below Heaven high/ Waiting/ And for what?/ Not even a cry escapes my lips/ Running your fingers around my hips/ Just wasting away/ Hot sweaty sticky/ The moist black/ Consumes all in path/ Until all you can't deny/ Is the deafening silence/ Of Fallen Angels Cry.
Hate
Despite the pain/ I say stuff the hate away/ Hide it/Store it/Deny it/ Try to fight it/ Shed the blood/ Let it drip/ Drizzle/ Overflow/ Welcome to the Freak Show/ Twited lips/ Mangled faces/ Mutilated bodies/ Scrapped to the core/ Stripped of your soul/ Runaway/ Run Run/ The hate doth overcome/ Decieving interception/ Lack of Divine Intervention/ Intervals to glare and pray/ Point the finger the other way/ Hide your face in shame/ The hate hath overcame/ The black has cast the sky/ The sun burnt cold/ The seas did fold/ The innocent cried/ But learned the lie/ To hide the fear/ To kill the shame/ And outloud their voices rang/ Their minds did expire/ Burning their faith/ Engulfed by fire/ Life's over and past/ For all to know/ The hate shall outlast.
Polar Hell
Questions swarm my mind/ What am I here trying to find?/ Where's my place?/ My mind screams to deaf ears/ Alone/ Cast aside/ Waiting.../ But why?/ I can't make the voices go away/ Louder and Louder/ Each passing day/ I waste/ Wasting life/ life life life/ I'm alive but cold/ And the blood won't stop/ The anger never subsides/ The hate/ The fear/ The lies/ Stunned... *I'm still breating*/ Smoke to ashes/ One/ two Seven Twelve/ Alone/ I'm scared/ The dark/ I need/ delirious/ Furious/ Curious/ Help/ Stop/ Go away/ The cries/ What does it all mean?/ Meanignless/ Where's my purpose/My path?/ Scratch that/ I'm fucked and scared/ Alone/ Alone Alone/ But go away/ Falling/ Failing/ But who cares?/ Self-pity/ I'm a puddle of flesh/ blood/ feelings/ Go away/ Feeling GO away/ I want to cut/ TO slash/ Give in to the monster/ All in vain/ I am all in vain/ Blood in veins/ Wasted/ Cut them free/ Cut me freely/ Flying freely/ Falling freely/ Freezing/ but buRnt.
Shadow Behind Green Eyes
Familiar from a time/ I thought I'd left behind/Before and first from the light/ Where I thought I had perfect sight/ But as pure as light can be/ Light casts shadows where the heart's eyes can't see/ Thought it was love/ But confused by youth/ I thought I knew the real you/ But my view had to have been askew/ Becuase even after the light passed/ I finished last/ There I was/ To watch you stomp on my heart/ Broken torn flesh/ Fresh blood tresspassing/ Streaming over your perfect white you/ Staining my immaculate perception of love/ Still my stain you bleached away/ As if you'd never promised me anything/ As if you'd never been/ Leaving me to unravel the tangled mass of dead roses/ Thorns bleeding me dry/ Your lies for me to decifer/ Screaming over the sound of you/ Everywhere/ In everything I do/ Muffle the noise/ Long enough to sob away memories/ Until I'm drowning in them all/ Its as if you'd never been/ Ever after/ Ever and all.
Masked
Only music fills the seconds/ Since you've been gone/ Silent minutes whisper your name/ I never knew passing time could take so long/ Thought I try/ The void remains unfufilled/ I try not to cry/ But thoughts of you leave my body hot/ My heart chilled/ Turning wrongside over/ And right side wrong/ Memory fed sadness prolonged/ By casual empty words exchanged through the silent intervals on the phone/ My icy fingers curling and cringing/ As dead air surfaces/ So much to say/ Yet not a word to express/ Our expressionless exteriors/ Candy- coding the not-so-sweet interior/ Hiden only to eachother/ To just come clean must be eaiser/ Hiding is killing me.
I Never
I never knew true longing/ Until I said goodbye/ I never knew sadness/ Until I lost/ I never knew heartbreak/ Until I fell in love/ I never had wonder/ Until I witnessed/ I never knew anger/ Until I was decieved/ I never understood selfishness/ Until I was neglected/ I never felt jealousy/ Until I felt inadequecy/ I never saw insanity/ Until I witnessed redundancy/ I never understood hypocracy/ Until I learned to listen/ I never knew grace/ Until I was forgiven/ I never knew confusion/ Until I had trust/ I never understood love/ Until I felt compassion.
At The Bar
So you've found a place/ Space between reality and whats real/ Safe from burns/ Turn and run/ But just in case/ In attempt to relate/ Push the sadness away/ Race into space/ Compete to avoid true confrontation/ You life abreviation/ Where dreams really do fly/ And stars come true/ Away into a new warped view/ Because everything's new/ The bottle only seems half full/ When its ripping you apart/ Shot after shot/ In hopes the anger will stop/ Screaming hit me again/ Life's a gamble to the end/ Entil the cards are stacked against you/ Now who's got the better hand?/ The upper hand/ Cut the deck/ Take a stand/ Wobble and intoxicate/ Until life's so great/ You always want to cry/ Continue to deny/ Spread your crippled wings/ Believing a lie/ That everything's okae/ Flap, jump. leap and pound/ You'll never fly away/ With the bottle holding you down/ Tied to the ground you remain.
Capitalism- And Ode to The Man
Hush hushed from the time I played hopscotch/ Still trying to jump double time/ Through HIS double dutch/ Not enough/ I jump/ leap/ and bound/ Never high enough/ I am confined/ HE tells me I choose to be/ Its out of my hands/ That He ties so tightly/ I can hardly breathe/ But hold on tighter/ There's no time to be a victim/Keeping up to kept down/ Screaming fuck the system!/ I hurry up to wait/ As HE saunters by/ Can't look me in the eye/ So HE smiles to the ground/ Where my feet are bound/ I scream without a sound/ HE/ Capitalsim/ Sits shot-gun/ As we drive our SUV's/ Buying HIS Cd's/ And big screen TV's/ To watch HIS DVD's/ HE is the tower/
And we slowly make our way to the top/ HIS rythm doesn't stop/ Making money/ Off 12- year old/ 3rd world children/ Making the name brand attire/ (Their blood/ Sweat/ And tears)/ Draped over well-fed bodies/ Like trophies/ Honoring the sick "God"/ Adding fuel to the fire/ Fucking LIAR/ And then/ HE expects/ Me to sit at a desk/ Trade a name for a number/ And be evaluated by a standardized test?!/ Little bubbles/ To represent my life/ my mind/ my dreams/ Now popped/ Now expired/ To put my hands in my lap/ And buy into the crap/ BULLSHIT/ When my scores come back low/ HE tells me I have nowhere else to go/ Except a wellfare line/ Spend the rest of my
lifetime/ Accepting HIS fate/ Settling for second-rate/ No escape/ Keeping the rythm/ Can't stop the beat/ Beating through each breath I take/ Still no escape/ Always two counts late/ But who's keeping score anyway?/ As if to take the pain away/ Damn the man!/ I say/ You don't have to choose HIS pathway.
Sleepy
When I dream/ The highest ocean waves/ Are calm/ The sky always sparkles/ With stars that smile/ The air/ Smells of sweet scents/ And the tunes that play/ Are always love songs/ And there you are/ Smiling/ Sparkling/ Sweet.../ All for me.
Honesty
Shifting in my seat/ School's almost out/ Summer is fast aproaching/ Two weeks/ Five days/ Eight minutes/ I dash from class to class/ The only time/ I stop to relax/ Is 4th period/ I stare at the back of your head/ I wish/ This sounded more poetic/ Im working on sounding less pathetic/ But I stare into your hair/ Imaging the look on your face/ At that exact time/ You must be smiling/ Or maybe dazed/ But completely unaware/ Of the girl/ In the back row/ Falling inlove/ With the back of your hair.
Rewind Stop Play
Rewind/ Stop/ Play/ Please excuse the interuption/ As I hold back the eruption/ Intense anger/ Enter/ Sit/ Stand/ Stay/ Rewind/ Stop/ Play/ Shades/ Slowly take shape/ My heart/ You meant to rape/ With all intents/ To violate/ Lush polished/ To cover and hide/ Another vail to cover my eyes/ And nourish my need/ To feel I succeed/ But slowly removed/ To expose the lies/ Nails scratching/ Desperately/ If any chance to keep from surfacing/ I am learning/ Not to trust/Not to fall behind/ Stop the/ Stop/ Play/ Rewind.
Little Bird
Chirp chirping to the rythm/ I keep in my mind/ Long since expired/ Yet I long to reach the masses/ Share my story/ To teach/ Not to preach/ Still I believe I can be heard/ It pours out my every pore/ I won't be poor and deprived/ Of sharing this anymore/ Little bird without a hope/ I won't be ignored by/ And all the shady things you do/ I want to return/ To the sunshine rays/ And all the happy days/ Too long they have been away/ Learning to accept my imperfections/ Cure my mind infection/ To find a new connection/ To connect/ To reconnect/ Bird without a voice/ Remember forgiveness/ Remember grace/ Wipe the dirt from your face/ Little Bird you can be heard/ You will be heard/ In that I can be healed/ Can be forgiven.
Little W-t-H-r-I-u-T-k-E
Frustration/ But worth while/ Like fuel to a fire/ Your eyes have burned a memory/ So deep in my mind/ That I try to shake/ But they still chase me/ Even in my subconscious slumber/ An image so new/
Still haunts that that should be peaceful/ I feel stupid/ Feelings/ That in accourdance to my heart run over/ That my mind tries so desperately to disregard/ So unfamiliar/ Yet I have seen them all the time/ And I sense/ That I am no longer making any sense/
That I should spill it out to you/ In a plain language/ Almost not worthy/ To be heard/ By those ears/ That I have barely spoken to/ Yet hold so dearly/ But feelings can be decieving/ Seeping into the only truth/ I beleive in/ Stop me/ You're probably mad at me/ What are you thinking?/ Before your current opinion/ That I must be crazy.
Grey, Black, and Blue
Grey, black, and blue/ Drowsy stars/ Slightly awake shine/ Down on my scars/ I hide from you in vain/ Love or lust/ Unimportant now/ For she is gone/ Sunkissed/ I was/ Like the morning dew/ Clinging to a fragile rose/ Darkness intruded/ To grey, black, and blue/ Drunk in sadness/ Floating in memories of you/ Deciet Defeat Desception/ Comforted only in dreams/ Dreading consciousness/ Yet to be faded in visions of you/ Living lonely untrue/ My shadow world/ Of grey, black, and blue.
Religion
Through my hesitation/ Take a deep breath/ Leave the reservation/ Refuse to let go/ Searching through each revelation/ Searching for sight/ The haze builds/ Falls/ Ruins/ Blinds/ I run/ Yet I stay/ There has got to be a way/ Got to be a truth/ We're silent/ You remain/ Turning our backs/ Constantly/ We step around/ We step over/ We step on/ Never step through/ To the safety of the white/ Deepest through the blackest night/ Searching/ Skip killing eventually/ Living through to the core/ Corruptiong those along the path/
What path/ This path/ Path I have never chosen/ Yet you insist/ The decision was mine/ Determination confused to chosen/ Confusion/ This way/ That/ Not mine.
I Hate- By Me
I hate it when your hair gets long/ I hate hearing you sing on the phone/ I hate you because you're too loud/ I hate it when I can't hold you/ I feel so alone/ I hate your stupid "G" music/ I hate it when you call other girls/ Before calling me/ I hate it when you tell me you'll do something/ And never come through/
I hate it when you smile/ And all the little things you do/ I hate it when you make me laugh/ But much more when you make me cry/ I hate writting this/ Knowing its all a lie/ I hate you/ Because I let you break my heart/ I hate you for getting too close/ I hate you for making me loose control/ I hate you because I could never hate you/ But the most because I'm not over you yet.
Process- By Me
Bend the rules/ Tense and suspicious/ Take it slow/ Not so vicious/Can't consentrate/Neglected though used/
Nursing a broken heart/Exhuasted... confused/
Quick to judge/Needing to listen/Torn and unadvised/
Making a decision/To run seems right/Only not of mind/
But out of sight/Still inside/Twists... turns/A heart is stuck/To that which burns/The cold, the dark/
Hidden it cries/Longing to smile away the clouds/Making way for blue skies/
Dandelions- By Me
Wild hair as a child/ Free to run and play/ To pick dandelions/ And swing all day/ To wear pretty dresses/
And always know what to say/ But the train of reality came/ And blew my dandelions away.
Sorry About the Fire- By Me
Sorry about the fire/ I'll put it out when I get back/ Didn't mean to leave it burning/ Didn't mean to leave you there/ Didn't mean to forget to tell you/ How much I really care/
But I did/ And it's done/ And the feeling was so strong/ It was the hate/ It was the love/ It was the push that came to shove/ It was the light/ It was the dark/ It was the blindness of the heart/ But it's there/ Yeah it's still burning/
And I'm sorry about the fire/ Flames so hot/ The hate was so black/ Flames so red/ Like the sadness in my head/ So here we burn/ And there they burn/ And we're all burning/ And it's like I've said/ I'm sorry about the fire/ And
the chaos that I've caused/ Guess I'll be leaving this place/ Leaving only a chared and burnt trace/
of what used to be grace/ But it's gone/ Yeah it's over/ And you're left to carry on/ Because I'm gone/ And it's better than it ever was before/
You can put the flames to rest/ And always remember/ I'm sorry about the fire/ Things got so out of hand/ So sorry about the fire/ It's just so hard to see God behind the heat/ Clean off our feet/ It's a brand new day/ And now it's okae/ To stay.
Dear Love- By Me
Dear Love/ A thosand tears/ Like unspoken words to regret/ You've run away/ Too far gone/ Never it seems returning/ Why must you be so cruel?/ The heart longs/ Yet you stay free/ Untamed as the stars/
Inconsistantly running/ Through my dark and overcast sky/ Love moves to loss/ Greif on stand-by.
HELP- By Me
Help/ I'm drowning/ I can't see past/ The water/ That only seems/ To be sufficating me/ Help/ Or I will give up hope/ For I am afraid/ Of the thorns/
That I'm only half sure/ Will break my fall/ Help/ It seems they're all laughing/ At me/ But I don't stop/ To consider/ It could be/ The person just past me/
Help/ I'm jumping off/ Out/ And to conclusions/ Help/ I can't see past the present hour/ Afraid the distrctions will cease/ And I'll have to face/ That which is killing
me/ Help/ I can't stop loving you
Vague- By Me
Memories are numerous/ As stars in the sky/To each man his own/ Happeninig in the blink of an eye/ I have millions/ That spin inside/ Like dust in a sandstorm/ Waiting to be remeniced/
I remember eyes and whispers/ Bright blues and soft tones/ Promises full of hope/ Words now empty/ I remember guilt and shame/ I remember love/ And the overwhelming pain of loss/
Emotional wounds so great/ Seeming so impossible to heal/ Time heals all/ I remember wishes and dreams/ Laughter and tears/ From being cowardly and untruthful/ To standing up to my fears/
Being respected/ Losing hope.
Self Esteem
I have no arms
I have no legs
I am a victim
Of my own plague
I never laugh
I never smile
To me those things
Aren't worth while
I never move
Just waste space
Just consume
I can't try
I never speak
I am a loser
I am a freak
I can't
I won't
I don't
I can't
Loser
Loser
LOSER
I Will Be Okae- By Me
The sun may hide/ Rain may fall/ I will find a way/ To get past it all/ Put me in the dark/ I will find light/
Take away my eyes/ I will still have sight/ Take half my life/ I will worry not/ I will live to the fullest/ The remainder
I've got/ Move me far away/ I will make friends/ Break my heart/ In time it will mend/ I won't be kept down/ I can get past today/
Kick me down and I will stand/ I WILL be okae
Ignored- By Me
Ignored/Brushed aside/ Searching for a smile/ Tried but denied/ Empty faces/ Blank eyes/ I wander/ Deep into the abyss/ The rush/ The noise/ Blended forming/ My most faithful companion/ Silence/ Numb is an exuse/ I feel/ I imagine/ My own little place/ I hope tomorow brings/ My happy face/ Love me/ Hate me/ But damn you all/ Don't ignore me.
J.N.- By Me
Anxious/ Evil are the seconds/ That make up the barrier/ That divides you and I/ Time/ Refuses to pass/ Days everlast/ When I am forced to wait/ Too much time to contemplate/ The way you'll look/ When you finally arrive/ The world/ Is empty/ Streets vacant/ Air saddend/ When occupied not by you/ I try to be patient/ But my mind wanders/ Won't cooperate/
Always to you/ ALways finding reminders/ You/ Are everywhere/ But invisible, yet I see you so clearly/ In the comfort of my mind/ You always exist/ Eyes, lips, skin... and all/ Taste, smell/ I feel you always.
Letting Go Of Him- By Me
Don't think about me/ I won't talk to you/ Don't let your day be ruined/ Just because our relationship is through/ It's not your fault/ Everything is mine/ Don't blame yourself/ I'll be fine in time/ This doesn't have to be dramatic/ If you keep your cool/ Don't make a big scene/ And we won't look like fools/ I'll just go my own way/ You'll leave too/ Soon I'll be forgotten/
And I'll let go of you.
I Tell Myself This- By Me
I'm okae/ I keep telling myself/ I'm fine/ Is all you'll hear/ I can get by/ Without you/ I can cry/ If I want to/ Cry if I want to/ Just as long/ As you don't see./ I can succeed/ Alone/ I'll be fine/ On my own.
Can't, Won't, Do. (Inspired by a nightmare)- By Me
Last night/ Daddy got mad at me/ The monster came out/ He yelled and screamed/ Mommy wasn't there/ To see what was going on/ He took a swing at me/ And I was gone/ I ran fast/ Into the rain/ The sky was back as/ My body buised in pain/ My bare feet splashed/ On the wet pavement/ And rocks cut them/ But still I ran/ Until I went numb/ I cried behind the shed/
Screaming on the wet grass/ Exclaiming to the dark clouds/ Evil moon/ This time would be the last/ There I awoke/ Drenched in tears/ And rain/ My head pounding/ In stress and strain/ I can not love you/ I will not love you/ I don't love you/ However still/ I do.
Dreams of A Dying Heart- By Me
Beneath the heavy/ Load of pain/ Beneath the emotional/ Stress and strain/ Lies A heart/ Inside this heart/ Lie the dreams/ The dreams..../ Of a dying heart/ Dreams of a... ::budding flower::/ The Dreams Crying Out In Vain/ To reach the sky/ And pluck the stars/ The dreams that unfold/ Untold joy/ My dreams are/ One could never dream of/ And as I dream/
These impossible dreams/ I wonder/ If my dreams will ever/ Come true/ And if I will survive/ To see them/ ::bloom::.
So Close, Yet So Far- By Me
This is so crazy/ I'm so close/ I hope to God/ This isn't a joke/ It's always been you/ That I've seen in my dreams at night/ They're so close to coming true/ Despite the unforgiving light/ I've waited/ So patient/ I can't deny what I feel...
It's all wrong/ All a joke/ So black and so twisted/ How many hearts will you break?/ I thought you were different/ You had MY heart/ By it I was blinded from your lies/ Emptiness/ I thought I told you not to make me cry/ I was just falling/
As you said goodbye/ Love has a funny way of proving who we really are/ We almost had it all/ So close/ Yet so far.
Ode To Insomnia- By Me
Sandman stays away/ The man in the moon/ Glares down/ Consistant as the tides/ His rays pierce the darkness/ Like nails to flesh/ Body weary/ Send me sleep/ Stay sleep don't leave/ Empty heavy grey eyes/ Tranced by heavy thoughts/
Battle into the night/ Madness from the anger/ Too strong and it feeds/ Tired, sleepy, groggy/ I answer to these/ Concentration impossible/ Improbable of change/ The day to day is conscious/ No rest inbetween/ Dreading the horrific monsters/
That hoaunt me as I dream/ Nightmare bruised/ I have wounds you can't see/ Healed on with sleep/ So let me/ Let me.
Dear Hope- By Me
Grey blue lavender stay/ Timid soft gentle/ You soothe weary minds/ Encourage the lost/ Seeming never to be found/ New found you appear/ Silently battling/ Hushed/ Light invading/ But welcome/ You arrive/ Comforting/ In your mother-like
manner/ Once more you save/ Sparkle through the haze.
Holding Back- By Me
Gravel shadow I see/ Hold not back/ Dust and dirt your travelor/ Compete for shine/ The sun cries today/ Dreary sky be not blind/ Release, rest troubled entity/ Cast love not away/ Clouds: dry your tears/ And muffle cries/ Evaperate, disapear/ Higher beyond the reach of the eye/ Slowly sepeate in secrecy/ Hide what you pride/ But fear the world to see/ Reveal these things, my love/ Only to me.
Look- By Me
Farther and farther/ Away, falling they go/ I helpless/ Sit back and watch the show/ I'm losing control/ As the world spins around me/ Trying to get your attention/ But your ears won't hear/ Eyes refuse to see/ I yell and scream inside/ But you don't see into me/ Distracted through the mist/ You know something is wrong/ But won't see how bad/ I can longer/ Let you pretend not to see/ You need to be here/ Need to deal with me.
A Second Innocence- By Me
She hides her soiled hands/ Behind her back/ Unable to come clean/ She hangs her head/ In those dirty hands/ And she cires/ Her once youthful mind/ Corrupted by the loss/ The loss of innocence/ Due to a trusted one's wrong doings/ She soaks her frail body/ In a harsh mix of one night stands/ And the ashes of a flickering flame/
Blown out by the years of mistreatment/ A stranger inside/ She reaches out/ One last time/ Through a sea of uncertainty/ Skeptical of change/ A ray of beautiful light greet her/ Abling her to pull herself out/ To come clean/ From within/ And relight the flame.
