I wish that I could find a way to smash my fist right through 
these walls of ugliness and emptiness and gently touch your face


I wonder if some day 
We took all their toys away 
Do you think they'd find the strength 
To go on living? 
'Cause deep inside I know 
If I lost everything I owned 
I'd be a king 
As long as you're beside me 

I know we'll survive 
All we need's more time 
As long as we've got love, art 
And the ocean 

I believed in nothing 
But you believe in me 
I thought that life was worthless 
But you told me I'm a star

Tomorrow came too soon 
I barely made it through today

I'm still afraid to feel 
'Cause I cannot take the pain 
I'm still afraid to feel 
Afraid to lose someone again 
I wish that somehow 
I could leave 
My past behind 
My fears behind 

Why am I afraid to feel? 
When all I really want is you? 
To taste your skin 
To share your thoughts 
Would never be enough for me 

I've never been as high as I was with you 

I've searched the world 
For someone with answers 
To questions that are plaguing me 

Am I lost in a world 
Where nothing matters? 
Am I lost in a world 
Where no one cares? 



I wonder if you recognize that silence now defines us

Why can't it be 
Perfect like it used to be? 
Why can't we be perfect? 
Perfect is how I 
Once described our love 
But that was before 
We fell apart 

Do you ever wonder where 
We would be if we'd have tried 
A little harder? 
It seems like yesterday 
That we were making plans 
For the future 

But there is no more pain 
Which is funny 'cause that night 
I was dying 
Now I don't even recognize 
The girl I swore that someday 
I would marry 

Are you really happy? 
Or did you simply throw our life away 
Just to be unhappy? 
You know I tried to make you happy 
But I believe 
You thrive on misery 

She showed that love could lift me higher 
With a kiss she reparied these broken wings 
She revived my fading spirit 
Restored my faith in everything 

I'm still afraid to feel 
Afraid to lose someone again 

I sit alone contemplating 
What is missing inside me 
I desperately try to remember 
A life that's not meant to be 

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