I am often told that what I feel
Will eventually go away.
But,sometimes it's so hard to think
That this endless love will never stay.
I gave everything and more to you;
My love,my trust,my life,
Only to have you take it in your hands
And stab it with a thousand knives.
I try not to think of what might have been.
And really it's been a long time.
But,every now and then I think of you,
And it hurts this poor heart of mine.
I know I am getting over you,
And that right there is a fact.
But,I also know I'll always care for you,
There's no doubt anywhere in that.
You told me once I'm doing this to myself;
That you didn't hurt me in any way.
I don't know why you choose to live in denial,
But,this to you I'll say:
Healing takes time and patience,
And is a very long and hard process.
But,I know when it's over and everything's said and done
I'll learn and gain from all this nonsense.
I can only imagine what you must think of me,
And sometimes I really don't care.
But,I try so hard for a good friendship
That I hope we will always share.
You don't have to be afraid to talk to me,
Or even to speak my name.
I have no clue to why you choose
To live your life in this stupid game.
You often try to shut me out
And for that I don't know why.
But,I'll tell you something right here and now
You will never hear of me cry.
So,now I guess I will have to wait
And only time will tell.
But,I know that deep within my heart
I'll forever hope our love will prevail.
by Jamie Hall (me)
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