Here I am, alone crying in bed,
Thoughts of you rushing through my head.
We shared special nights no one could take,
Then you left leaving me with heartbreak.
It felt so right even though it couldn't be,
Because no one approved of you and me.
Knowing not that you were just messing with my head,
Made me feel that my emotions were all misled.
But for some reason, it doesn't matter what you do,
Whenever you ask, I'll always come back to you,
I'm not afraid of being alone,
Because I was alone before you came.
I've had this feeling many times before,
But it seems this time isn't the same.
So tell me why I keep holding on,
To something that treats me like you,
I've always been the first to say goodbye,
Now it's the last thing I can do.
What makes me stay when you tear my world apart?
What makes me try one more time,
Knowing that you will break my heart?
When I feel this way, so deep and strong,
I can't convince myself that our love is wrong.
So I guess I'm writing to tell you,
It doesn't matter what you do or say,
Because I will always feel like this,
For the rest of my life, every single day.
by Ashley G.
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