10/1/99

I feel so alive. Finally October is here. I love it! No other time of year can feel this grand. Besides having one of the best holidays during this month, it just smells different. All the leaves descend to our feet and dance amongst us as the winds sends it’s kisses. You have to love the way it all glitters. For some reason, this is the time when my cycles hit their peak. Things head in the direction of the better, and all new news is most welcome. It is as if my soul awakes as the environment falls a sleeps. Of course, you must always pay the price. It eventually ends, and things get worse than they were the last time I fell. It feels as if I have everything at my finger tips. Everything I love embraces me and lets me know they care in return. There is one person that I love more dearly than anything else in this world. Now that I have that once again, my souls is free.

I was called an angel the other night. I said I would only be an angel if I could have black wings. He agreed. Then I could fly, be free, and embrace that one thing that is the most blissful thing on earth. I LOVE YOU!