Why do I keep coming back to be hurt by you?
the excuses you give me I see through.
I pretend I DON'T CARE,
but deep down my soul screams,
do you not hear?
Why don't I learn,
why cant I turn away?
I must remember, I'm not important anymore,
I'm only wanted when no one else is there
and again, I pretend I DON'T CARE.
The hurt inside I try to hide
but some see through me
shaking their heads in despair,
yelling at me "pretend he's not there!!".
But I come back, time and time again
waiting to be hurt once more,
telling those who know,
I DON'T CARE
but like me they don't hear.
© Em-beth
