I CAN'T

I can't keep having you
walking back into my life
to give me hope that is not there.
Every time you walk away
the pain
gets harder to bear.

I don't know what it is you need,
It's never been that clear.
Your thoughts and feelings
were one of the things
You never could truly share.

The longing to see you every day
has never gone away,
but I can't,
keep having you
walking back into my life
to only keep going
away.