A Man Ain’t Made of Stone
          ATF AU
          Author: Tonya


          Disclaimer: The Magnificent Seven do not belong to the author of this work
          of fiction.  They are the property of Mirisch and CBS and a multitude of
          others. No money was made nor were any infringements intended. Thanks to
          Mog for allowing us access to her wonderful universe so we can play.
          Rating: PG 13, language and violence
          Author’s Notes:  In a recent survey, men across the US were asked what they
          believed made a man ‘sexy’. Over 3/4ths of those interviewed believed that
          the ability to express their feelings openly and express emotion for
          another was the key to being sexy. Hmmm, most women could have told them
          that a looonng time ago.;-).

          ‘A man ain’t made of stone, a man ain’t made of steel.
          The way I feel right now, I thought I’d never feel.
          Sometimes all it takes, is facing the night alone.
          That’s when you know, a man ain’t made of stone.’

          - Randy Travis, ‘A Man Ain’t Made of Stone.’

          *********************************************************************

          The phone is ringing.

          Damn it.

          I drag my way back into consciousness and glare at the glowing alarm clock
          on the night stand. Two A.M.
           

          I only went to bed an hour or so ago, after a ten hour stake-out with the
          team, and now someone was willing to take their life into their hands and
          call me.  It must be important.

          For a moment the thought that it could be Buck or JD crosses my mind and I
          burrow my head beneath two pillows, and hope they’ll go away.  I can’t take
          another ‘bat’ incident like last week, when one of the flying rodents found
          its way into the kid’s open window.  The creature of the night had Buck in
          an uproar, yelling something about the kid getting rabies, and me driving
          across town to play exterminator. That earned them the current  nicknames
          of Batman and Boy Wonder, and won me a new office arrangement. Fifty or
          more plastic bats hanging from my ceiling greeted me the next morning,
          thanks to an innocent looking sharpshooter and southerner, no doubt.

          The phone is still ringing.

          “F**k!” I untangle myself from the sheets and throw my pillow to the floor
          before grabbing the handset. If it’s the caped crusaders, I vow that
          they’ll die horrible, miserably slow deaths.

          “Larabee!”

          At first, there is no reply and I start to slam the offensive object
          against the wall when a child’s trembling voice speaks up. “Mr.
          Larabee....Chris Larabee?”

          My heart quickens and a chill passes over me, not unlike the sensation I
          had experienced more than five years ago when I’d recieved a fateful call
          at work. “This is Chris Larabee,” I take a breath and will myself to calm
          down, “who is this?”

          “Alyssa....Alyssa Montez.” The girl finally managed. It was obvious she was
          crying and I feel lightheaded as the name registers. Alyssa is one of the
          children from my best friend’s neighborhood. In fact, I’m pretty sure her
          and her family live in the same run down building. I vaguely recall meeting
          the ten year-old at one of the ‘clean-up’ operations that Vin had organized
          and roped the rest of us into.

          “What’s wrong, Alyssa?” I ask, my chest tightening.

          “It...it’s...Vin, Mr. Tanner...he..”

          “He what?!” I demand.

          “He’s hurt...he.told me  to call..you.”

          Shit.

          “What do you mean he’s hurt? How?” My voice grows harsh and a part of me
          realizes that I’m speaking with a child, but another part, the biggest
          part, screams at me to find out what I need to in order to help Vin.

          “There was a fight tonight,” she whispered, “between the Sangrias and the
          Demons. He had been talking with Carlos and trying to convince him to break
          from the gang. The leader of the Demons found out and he came after
          Carlos.” She paused to take a shuddering breath. “Vin was in the middle of
          them when it started. He was stabbed when he jumped in front of Carlos.”

          “Alyssa, where are you?”

          “At Mr. Tanner’s apartment. My mom and Carlos brought him here.”

          “Did you call an ambulance or the police?” I ask, knowing how the natives
          of Purgatorio felt about the law.

          The little girl didn’t reply and I could hear her whispering something on
          the other end. “Alyssa?”

          “No, Mr. Larabee.  Vin says only you. No police.”

          “Shit,” I growl, realizing exactly why my best friend doesn’t want anyone
          else involved. He doesn’t want more trouble for the ‘kids’ he’s always
          trying to protect. Well, the police are the last ones he should be worrying
          about.  If I get a hold of them, they’ll wish someone had put them behind
          bars a long time ago. “Alyssa, you tell him I’m on my way. Tell him to hold
          on, damn’it.”

          I slam the phone down, struggle out of bed and grab the same jeans I had
          tossed to the floor just a short time ago.  It’s like my body has kicked
          into automatic pilot, the old familiar feeling of adrenaline pumping
          through my veins. “How many times are we going to go through this , cowboy?”

          I don’t even bother with socks as I pull my boots on and slip my grey
          sweater over my head.  A lump springs to my throat as I remember last
          Christmas when Vin had given it to me.  I push the surge of emotions back
          behind my usual stone defenses and grab my cell phone and keys. I haven’t
          got time to feel, I’ve got to get to Vin.

          Hitting the speed dial for Nathan as I pick up my gun from the kitchen
          counter, I head for the back door.  Jackson answers on the second ring and
          he doesn’t sound much happier than I had earlier. “Buck, I swear the kid
          don’t have rabies,” he mumbles, and I remember that I wasn’t the only one
          our fun-loving, over protective ladies man summoned last week.

          “Nate, it’s me.”

          “Chris?” I hear a tinge of fear behind his voice and a crash as he
          apparently reached for the lamp and missed it.

          “Vin’s hurt. I’m coming to get you. Bring your medical bag.” Without giving
          him a chance to reply, I click the power off and jump in the Ram. For a
          moment, I consider calling 911, but even my worry won’t let me break a
          trust that has saved my own life countless times.  As much as I hate it,
          I’ll just have to have faith that it will also be enough to save my best
          friend.

          *********************************************************************

          I jump out of the truck before Nate even has a chance
          to get out of his seatbelt.  The ride from his apartment had been a short
          interrogation, him asking me what Vin's injuries were, how long ago they
          happened, and why in the hell weren't we calling the
          paramedics.

          What could I tell him?  Some would say that I am
          tight-lipped in the best of moods, so throw in a
          situation like the one at hand, and I'm reduced to
          grunts and growls. Still, I try.

          "He was stabbed. No more than an hour ago. It has to
          do with some of the neighborhood kids."

          Short and anything but sweet.

          Jackson's only other words had been reassurances that
          Vin would be fine.  We both knew they were unfounded.

          This was Vin we were talking about, after all. The
          only person I know who can attract more trouble is
          tucked safely away right now, in a loft across town,
          under the watchful eye of his big brother.

          As I slam my door shut, I wonder if there is anyway I
          could convince Vin that he would be much happier
          living at my ranch.

          With that irrational thought swirling around in my
          brain, I take off at a run, not even paying attention
          to the usual patrons of the stoop outside of Tanner's
          apartment.

          Little Al, a seven year-old boy with an
          attitude from hell, calls my name but I continue on in,
          and up the stairs.  There is no time to spare for his
          password games.  He's one of the many of my best
          friend's rehabilitation efforts, a good example of
          what one caring person can mean to a child's life, but
          at the moment, the only person I care about could be
          bleeding to death because of his damn selfless nature.

          That thought propels me up the last flight of stairs
          and the first person who greets me as I rush through
          the fire door is a little dark-haired girl, with a
          dirt-smudged face and wide, unblinking eyes.

          "Mr. Larabree."

          "Alyssa." I nod, but keep up my momentum to make it to
          Vin's door. Still, even in my rush, I don't miss the
          haunted look on her face.  I've seen less suffering
          and turmoil in the eyes of a soldier. It's then I realize
          that Vin will never leave this place for my ranch.

          A tall lanky teen in a Denver Broncos jacket is
          standing sentry at the entrance. It's Joseph, one of
          the few boys in Purgatorio who has refused the
          Sangrias, the Crows, and the Demons; choosing rather
          to help Vin and his patriots clean up the place.

          "It's about time," he tells me, a look of relief
          slipping past his tough exterior. "He's messed up bad,
          man."

          I choose not to comment on his last sentence. Instead,
          I place a hand on his shoulder and nod in the
          direction I had just come from. "A friend is on his
          way up. Make sure he gets here."

          I do this partly to give the boy something to do and
          partly because Nathan isn't a regular around these parts.  The
          locals recognize me and JD, Buck too, since he rarely
          lets the kid come to this part of town alone.

          Can't really blame him.  Just as Robin Hood was hated
          by the Sheriff of Nottingham, Vin is despised by the
          local drug dealers and other predators. After all, he
          does steal from them in a way. He does it by taking
          away their biggest revenue- the future users and
          pushers they plan to create from innocent children.
          That's why although being Tanner's friend may get you
          access to the place, it could also get you killed.

          The impact of that steals my breath as I enter my
          friend's home and instantly catch sight of his
          motionless form on the couch.

          A slight, older Latino woman is leaned over him but
          her frightened gaze locks on me as I quickly stride
          towards them.

          "Don't be scared, Mrs. Lopez. He's not as mean as he
          looks."

          The Texas drawl is softer than usual, weak even, but
          the hint of humor behind it is music to my ears.

          Some of my relief fades, however, when I round the
          coffee table and spot a pile of towels on the floor.

          Blood-soaked towels.

          Towels soaked with Vin's blood.

          “Hey, cowboy. Took ya’ long enough.”

          His words bring my eyes from the mess on the floor up to meet his.

          Our silence communication never fails to amaze me.  With a shared look he’s
          answered about twenty questions.

          “You know me,” I reply, sidestepping Mrs. Lopez to take a seat on one edge
          of the sofa, “I had to stop for gas, a midnight snack, Nate, all the
          essentials.”

          He forces a smile. “I told Mrs. Lopez you’d be here.”

          “Lo siento, senior,” the woman says when I look at her. She doesn’t meet my
          eyes as I gently remove her hand from the towel that she is holding against
          Vin’s side and replace it with my own.  I’m sure she is Carlos and Alyssa’s
          mother.  The look of guilt and remorse on her face is a dead give away.

          “It’s all right, Teresa,” Vin starts, but his words are cut off by a gasp
          of pain as I push much harder on his wound than Mrs. Lopez had been willing
          to.

          “Shit, Chris!” He tries to sit up to push my hand away, but I use my free
          one to shove him back to the couch.

          “Easy, cowboy.  I’ve got to get this bleeding stopped. Now.”  A lump
          springs to my chest, threatening to steal my breath, as he reluctantly
          relaxes back against the cushions but gains a death grip on my arm in the
          process.

          “Damn, that hurts,” he hisses, as I lean in closer to him to add more
          pressure.

          “I know, I’m sorry.” My voice is a whisper now, although I don’t know why.
          Mrs. Lopez has moved away from us now, wearing the same dazed expression on
          her face that her small daughter had displayed earlier.

          Vin opens his eyes and stares up at me. “Serves me right, huh?”  A small
          hint of his usual grin plays at the corner of his mouth and I shake my head.

          “Damn straight. I can’t believe you got me out of bed this time of night.”

          He winces again and I swear I feel a sharp pain lancing through my own gut.
          “’Least you won’t need your cross and wooden stake this time.”

          Before I can reply to his ‘bat’ reference, Nathan bursts through the door
          startling the both of us.

          “Took you long enough, Nate,” I growl, stealing Vin’s words from before.
          The sharpshooter squeezes my hand as if to tell me to , in JD’s words,
          ‘chill’.

          “What’d he do, doc, make you park his truck on the better part of town and
          walk.”

          Jackson sighs as he slides to a halt beside of me.  “Hardly, I’d probably
          still be down on the sidewalk trying to guess the secret password , if that
          kid, Joey, hadn’t come and pulled that pint-sized door man off of me.”

          “Capone,” Vin and I tell him the magic word at the same time and he throws
          us a withering glare.

          “That explains the accent,” he says, as he opens his medical bag and kneels
          in front of the couch.  His dark eyes rest on Vin and he instantly
          transforms from our good-natured partner to the hard as nails medic that he
          can sometimes be.  “Tell me exactly what happened.”

          Jackson nudges me out of his way, and although I gladly relinquish my task
          of hurting Vin, I don’t release his hand as I move around behind the sofa.

          “Some of the kids were fighting, I got in the way,” Tanner replies
          casually, and Jackson looks up to gauge my reaction.

          “So what you’re saying is the gangs were having a little territorial battle
          and you overstepped your boundary.”

          “Something like that.” Vin grins, but flinches when Nathan pulls the towel
          away from his side.

          God, I hate to see him in pain.

          “I need some water,” Jackson looks at me again, but my best friend seems
          reluctant to let me go.

          “I will get it, senior,” Mrs. Lopez speaks up softly, and I watch her
          disappear into the kitchen.

          “This wound is deep. It’s going to need quite a few stitches.  We should
          take you to the hospital.”

          “No.” Vin tries to sit up again, and it is Nathan who pushes him down this
          time.

          “Lie still.” Jackson shakes his head at me as if I could control the
          patient. I’ve seen him give Buck that look before, but this isn’t JD we’re
          dealing with. “You’re going to start bleeding again, then we’ll have no
          choice but to take you to a 'real' doctor.”

          “There’s always a choice,” Tanner sighs, and I don’t miss how quick he gave
          up his struggles. “Besides, Nate, you’re practically my family physician.
          How much more real can you get?”

          Nathan gives him a stern look. “You know my training, Vin. I was a medic,
          not a doctor.”

          Teresa returns with a pan of water and some more towels, sitting them at
          Jackson’s feet, before scurrying back to the corner.

          “I trust you , doc,” Vin gasps, as Jackson pours some of the liquid over
          the gash in his side. “It’s just a scratch.” He jerks away as Nate repeats
          the action, this time using gloved fingers to probe at the wound.

          “Take it easy, Vin.” I let my free hand rest on his forehead and he glances
          up at me.

          “I'm okay, Chris. You know I can’t go to the hospital, right?” His eyes
          leave me for a moment and he looks toward Teresa Lopez.  “Carlos is on
          probation. One more strike and he’s gone. He’s all that Alyssa and Teresa
          have.”

          Nathan is staring at me also, as if I have the final say.  I want to
          reassure Vin, to let him know I understand he wants to protect the people
          here, because he was once where they are; but my first priority is his well
          being.

          Doesn’t he realize, he’s all that I have.

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          to be continued....
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