February 8, 2004
Here it is another Sunday. Went to church this morning, the pastor was saying instead of people complaining, moaning and croaning about their aches and pains have one of the elders of the church pray for them. Stop talking to other people about their problems and pray for them. Aleia stayed with me until Sunday school started. Some of the parents at church don't want their kids hanging around her. I don't know why that is, they haven't conveyed that to me yet. But I am waiting. Sometimes I wonder why this church was picked for us. I didn't pick it and neither did Bob. I guess when God wants us to know he will let us know. Got to go

Feb 1, 2004
Went to church today. Not very many people came up to me. Sometimes I wonder if it is because we are not as out going as the rest of them are. We are not as involved with church business as most of them are. This is only the third time we have been to church this year. Maybe that has something to do with it too.
I'm hurting like crazy again today. Took a pain pill but I'm still hurting. Have to go to therapy tomorrow. Wish I could just stop everything; hurting, therapy and all the problems I'm having to deal with. But I guess that would be asking for too much. God didn't promise us that our lives would be smooth. He had to put a few bumps and a few stones in the way to test us. To see if we trusted him enough.
Have to go take pills then go to bed. See ya later!

Jan. 28, 2004
Went to therapy, hurt like crazy. Today just seem to be a lousy day. The computer decided to get a bug on it last night, went to bed late bacause of trying to fix it, then I wake up with pain and have pain when I go to therapy. So when I get back from therapy I really hurt. I was hurting so much that I took a pain pill earlier then I normally do. Now I feel like ?????? and you can fill in the blanks. Been doing a lot of praying this evening, not just for me but for some other people. Haven't been able to go to church. Hope to be able to Sunday.

Jan. 27, 2004
Lots of pain today. Paul came over this morning and so did Mark. Bob took Aleia to school on the bike. She likes to ride on the back of the bike. She goes down the street saying "Who's the King now". I know Bob will be glad when he can drive the car again. Have to go to therapy tomorrow, will have pain after always do.

1/20/04
Busy day to start. Suppose to went to doc but didn't have a way. Early day for Aleia. Hope things went ok for Bob. Just have to keep praying thats our only resource, he is our strength.