Painful Reasons

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Let’s start with how life really treats you.
Do you even see it until it reaches you?
Let’s keep going on how life really hurts you.
Does it cut deep until your body pains you?
Let’s not make a stop on this alone,
Since every event engraves each bone.
Let’s talk all about the painful reasons,
The stories keep changing just like the seasons.

Once a morning, I thought I lost it all,
That was the time I said, “here comes my fall”.
Once during the midday, I had an awful feeling,
Wondering inside of me if I was just dreaming.
Once a night, I closed my eyes to see shadows,
They showed through my eyes all of my sorrows.
Once upon a time, at the beginning of my misery,
I have begun creating to myself my own history.

Now I am thinking what was my mistake,
And it will bother me until my body ache.
Now I just want to find for me my cure,
So that I could finally feel more secure.
Now I am hesitating on who I really am,
It bothers me much but I can barely say damn.
Now I just want to be happy and free,
Tell to the world that this is the real me.

Let’s just declare I’ve had more than enough,
But I cannot stop the clock so I have to be tough.
Let’s just say I’ve been through a lot of harm,
But at least I’ve learned how to use my charm.
Let’s just assert that life does not come at ease,
We just have to accept living it the way it is.
Let’s just think about what would it be like,
If our life’s story we explained it all alike.