
July 18,2003: Ok, Yeah, It's been a long time since I wrote here. o_o; I know. Well, I gots alot to talk about. First off, a couple days ago I lost it with every thing going on. The law stuff and crap, yeah, well. I dont really talk about my problems to barely anyone except my closest friends, and that cuases my anger and frustration to build insed. Well it got to the point where I literally lost it. Went rabid almost. I know, it's scray. I attacked my dad, almost made him blind and the only way he could stop me is to knock me out, and well he did. I was out for a few minutes, and the only way I know this happened is 'cuase he told me when I came back. I don't remember anything from it. Im a scary person, this i know, but I live in a world of shit, so I have my reasons. Well, on a more lighter note, I went hiking today, for five hours straight. Climbing up and down cliffs, hiking along rivers, exploring very dense wilderness areas. Fun ^.^ Dad and I saw a dear, a doe to be exact. We watched a rafting team go by, it was cool. Anywhoot, yeah, it was fun.
For some reason I am extremely pissed at the moment. So be prpared for a pretty long blog thing. Once again my quote comes into effect: I am forced to live as the creature I hate most. Locked in a world of stupidity and pain. Why the hell are people so damn screwed up?! I hate the entire race at this point in time. No commen sense or brains. I swear, sometimes I think a roach with its' head cut off is smarter than a freakin person. grr. I could so tear something up into shreds at the moment....*deep breath* ok..I'm good, I vented. grr.
Today, lets see, I did absolutely nothing today except the luandry, some grass trimming and rp-ing. I worked on this page and fought with people, argued. Fun Times! *sarcasm* umm.......what now. Oh yeah, added the shout thingeis, they're cool. Thanks to my good freinds Tessa and Sarah for being the first to post. |